letting go?

omfg it's march already, feels like 2009 just started.

When people drift apart, are you happy to let that happen or are the type of person to try to keep people with you?

Do you let go without a second thought? Or do you let go with a feeling of sadness?
Do you keep them close and try to become close again? Or do you keep in touch, but let things be...?

Personally I'm a person who, even after friends drift away, keep them close to me. This should be pretty obvious judging solely from my massive msn list, most of which you know I never talk to, but they're still there. Because I know, one day, when I need something from that one person, I can ask them, even if we haven't talked for a long time... maybe that will trigger something off and we will become closer again, who knows.

Yes, I keep old friends close so I can use them again one day. =P People are useful, having contacts is perhaps one of the best things in this world when you need help. People who are special to me now will always be special to me, even if it is only the memories that are special. The people around me now define me, as I've said before, every person that you meet in your lifetime, even in a passing second, defines who you are. So I make it a point not to forget anyone. I may forget your face, your name, your birthday, but I will never forget you and the fact that you were there.

I know some people just let go without a second thought. For example a few weeks ago I made a point to say hi to an old friend who I haven't talked to for a few years, when we used to talk reguarly online through microphones and stuff, when we were kids. His reply: "Why are you talking to me all of a sudden? It's been ages since we last spoke" Sorry for making the effort then, I won't talk to you again...

I guess the point of this was just to make everyone think, what if...? Would you make the effort, or would you not bother? And if you don't bother, does that mean they were never that special to you in the first place?

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laina's meme thing. I am bored and ignoring the picture I'm meant to be drawing ej...

1. A Cuddler?: I guess so
2. A morning person?: Depends how early lol
3. Are you a perfectionist?: Sometimes
4. An only child?: Nope
5. In your pyjamas?: Yup
6. Currently suffering from a broken heart?: Nope
7. Okay at styling other people's hair?: hahahaahahah what
8. Left handed?: nope

DO YOU:
12. Bite your nails?: Nope, unless I have a random little bit that keeps getting caught on stuff
13. Get paranoid at times?: Sometimes
15. Curse frequently when you get mad?: Yes
16. Enjoy country music?: It's ok
17. Enjoy jazz music?: Yeah it's nice
18. Enjoy smoothies?: Nothing special
19. Enjoy talking on the phone?: Not really lol unless I want to hear someone's voice
20. Have a lot to learn?: Of course
21. Have a pet?: I am the pet
22. Have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" person?: Many wrong persons
24. Have at least one sibling?: Yes
25. Have been told that you are smart?: Yes

HAVE YOU:
28. Changed a diaper?: Nope
29. Changed a lot over the past year?: Yeah
32. Killed another person?: Not in real life
34. Had the cops called on you?: My uncle called me =P he's a cop rofl

LAST PERSON WHO:
1. Slept in a bed beside you?: actually slept? I have no idea rofl o_o
2. Saw you cry?: hahahah Gina
3. Went to the movies with you?: William. We sat outside and waited for everyone to come out. haahahahahah well it was kind of the movies.
4. You went to the mall with?: Steph, YJ, Laina, Neeshah, Bernie, William
5. You went to dinner with?: Family
6. You talked on the phone with?: Yujie
7. Said 'I love you' to you and really meant it?: William.. well I hope he meant it =P
8. Made you laugh?: SCRUBS. =P

WOULD YOU RATHER?
1. Pierce your nose or tongue?: Tongue
2. Be serious or be funny?: Funny
3. Drink whole or skim milk? Milk is milk
4. Die in a fire or drown?: Drown
5. Spend time with your parents or enemies?: Parents, if I had enemies

ARE YOU:
1. Simple or complicated?: Simple. Or at least I try to keep things simple
2. Gay?: Happy? very
3. Hardcore?: At what hahaha

DO YOU PREFER:
1. Flowers or candy?: Neither, if I had to choose, flowers, unless it was dark chocolate.
2. Grey or black?: Depends
3. Color or Black and white photos?: Colour, then you can change to b&w whenever you want
4. Lust or love?: Love
5. Sunrise or sunset?: Sunset
6. M&Ms or Skittles?: Skittles
7. Staying up late or waking up early?: Staying up late

DO YOU:
1. Like anyone?: I love everyone <333
2. Do they know it?: Now you do <333

ABOUT YOU:
1. What time is it?: 10.37pm
2. Name?: Winnie
3. Nickname(s): Anything you think of
4. Where were you born?: GZ, China
5. What is your birthdate?: 30 July
6. What do you want?: Power, money, love, intelligence, and the ability to control time.
7. Where do you want to live?: Preferably in a nice house somewhere in a nice neighbourhood
8. How many kids do you want?: 1 or 2
9. What would you want to name a girl?: No clue
10. What would you want to name a boy?: No clue

TRAITS:
1. Nervous Habits: Fiddling with hands hahaah
2. Are you double jointed?: I think so
3. Can you roll your tongue? Yes
4. Can you raise one eyebrow?: Kind of
6. Do you make your bed daily?: Yes
7. Which shoe goes on first?: Depends what I feel like
9. Ever thrown one at someone?: Yeah hahaha
10. How much money do you carry with you?: Around $20
11. What jewellery do you wear?: Whatever I feel like. Necklaces mostly
12. Do you twirl the spaghetti or cut it?: I chopstick that shit
13. Have you ever eaten Spam?: Yup I like it

IN THE LAST MONTH, HAVE YOU? (YES OR NO):
1. Had a b/f or g/f?: yes
3. Bought something you didn't need?: yes
4. Sang in front of people?: yes
6. Been hugged: yes
7. Felt stupid: yes
8. Missed someone: yes
9. Got drunk: nope
10. Got high: nope
11. Danced Crazy: nope
12. Gotten your hair cut?: nope
13. Cried: nope
14. Been hurt by a friend?: nope

THE END