friday update

The end of another busy week...
I suspect next week will be worse though, since I don't have art on monday due to st cuthbert's service, then on tuesday it's day 1 so there's no art, wednesday is the retreat, finally I get art again on thursday BUT I have duathlon... but last duathlon for the year. Let's all try our best :) then it will all be over and done with...

So today we got our drama scenes for English. I ended up landing 51 lines of anger as Capulet because Amy's done the scene for shakespeare already as juliet and harriet wants as less lines as possible.... siigh. I hope I'm in a bad mood on the day of assessment. I'll ask if I can cut my lines lolol.

Finally went out to buy some strings today, and my guitar is now very happy and way better than before and actually playable without me feeling like I want to cut off my hand (cuz I finally got some nylons so there's no steel to cut into my fingers).

badminton trials next wednesday :3 quite a lot of people signed up this year, there was like hardly any space left on sign up sheet, I had to slot my name before carmen's cuz it was the only remaining space.. nevermind that it makes it look like I was first >>

meh school's going alright. must have enough points for a 5-6 min debating speech by tuesday, chemistry test on tuesday also, must remember to collect my assignment from mr torrie on monday >> someone can remind me. word problems in maths make me want to kill my calculator because it is so complicated, french test went okay (got all Es =D too bad no credits involved lol)...

aaaaa I forgot about chinese homework.. due tomorrow... glaksdjflkawdsl... I'll do it after I finish this entry I suppose.

I really like eggs. They're like so multi-purpose... I like most of the ways you cook it. Whether fried, poached, hard boiled, soft boiled, scrambled, omelette, steamed (asian styles), hell you could probably stick it in a fire and if it didn't have that much soot on it I'd love it. Yes, I love eggs, so sue me. D:
If I had to choose though it would have to be a tie between fried eggs and asian steamed eggs =P tastes amazing with soysauce. so simple and so awesome

Ahhh I need to tidy my desk as well.. looks like a mess with paper and wires everywhere >> stupid... also I think my mug which had milk in it has been on my desk for around 2 months now and the milk that has dried on the bottom is going to be hard to get off... lol gross I know, im so lazy.

Today my insightful thinkingness is going to be about perception. What we see and what we perceive are two different things. We can all see the same thing, but each of us probably perceives it differently. It seems like a lot of people only see what they WANT to see, blinding themself to what is actually there. Sight is what our eyes take in, perception is how our brain processes what the eye has taken in. Through selective processing, what we perceive is less than what we see; our brain could block out something it isn't ready to deal with...

this is purely based on a philosophical point of view and this is not the literal meaning of perception (which is simply how our brain processes something we see, like optical illusion).

the reason why it's hard for me to make decisions is that I find it really hard to see something, think about it, and figure out if what I'm thinking about it is what is actually there or if it's my brain's perception of it, and what I want to see. Don't you ever get this..? especially if I want to make an objective opinion. I don't like making subjective opinions, it makes me feel judgemental and unfair =.=

that's just some food for thought...


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i like tofu too (: eggs vs tofu? i love those tofu egg dishes DDD: