13 August 2009

as I begin this blog...

...I have nothing in mind to write about whatsoever. well... I'm feeling somewhat melancholy. had a pretty good dmc on msn a few minutes ago... Life is going really fast. Next year we will be 6th formers already. It's been over a decade since we started school as 5 year olds. I feel like a big chunk of my childhood is already missing somehow. When we look back to our childhoods and we feel the nostalgia, I somehow feel like I thought it would last forever. but it didn't; it's over now. I thought I told myself to stop thinking about the past and look to the future instead, but it's too hard because every minute that I spend thinking about the future becomes the past and it's another 60 seconds disappeared that I will never have again... even if it's something little, it makes me feel so, so sad. After all the future is full of uncertainties. If we spend our time thinking about what could be, we would never stop thinking, since there are too many possibilities. Sometimes I feel like I'm wasting my life away... but yet at the same time I have nothing else I want to be doing instead of this life I feel like I'm wasting... maybe I just don't want to grow up, don't want to move forward? I want to be able to enjoy myself forever like this. Sometimes I feel like I wouldn't mind freezing time, if it means I would stay forever in this world. I don't think I could ever get bored of life. My biggest regret when I die will be not being able to live to see the world move on... I'm going to feel like I'm missing so much. Like a movie that you leave in the middle of and never watch again, you will never stop wondering what happened. But we'll be dead, you say... we'll never know what became of the world we departed. But that doesn't change my feelings about how I would feel after my death if I was still conscious before I die... (did that make sense? I think I will have lost everybody by now...)

human emotions are so complex. the above sounds so emotional, so depressed but it's the truth about what I feel. It will never change. Yet I can still live on my life and not think about it, remaining rather content, but when it comes up, my mood changes immediately. but should I ignore what makes me sad even if it's part of who I am? is it better to be ignorant after all? there seems to be pros and cons for everything... making choices is getting harder and harder.

but in spite of all this some things are just heartwarming no matter what. (:

08 August 2009

boredom = makeup?


some things I learnt today in my boredom...
a) one should not try to wash off eye makeup without makeup remover, especially with soap. yes I am obviously a genius
b) mascara and eyeliner sucks to wash off
c) weenie fails at makeup

tbh I think i look better with my glasses on =.= notice dark rings around eyes less.. but you can hardly see the dif if I uploaded one with glasses since I'm still too scared to play around with blue/green eyeshadow lol so I stick to browns/reds/pinks

in addition to that >>; I'd like to ask peoples opinion about this dress:
it's a paula ryan long skirt that strunk in the wash so my mum gave it to me and I somehow got enough creativity to make it into this dress.. tbh I haven't done anything to it lol just pulled it up and added a belt. I'd have to add some padding for boobs (lmao) if I was going to make this and stretch it a bit cuz the lining is coming out the bottom (which you can't really tell in this picture) but I dunno... i kinda like how it hangs out but it's not really a good look if you know it's lining lol. if you don't know it's lining it just looks like 2 layer dress? what do you guys think =/ I might replace the belt with ribbon or whatever, something nice. the belt I'm using the photo above is a brown leather buckle one.

also my laptop battery is nearing the end of its life ): so I'm taking this opportunity to build a new computer. well, I hope so at least. this will also make me keep my desk tidy so all attention will be directed towards the shiny sexy looking new computer that I'm gonna build =P it'll be leet if I actually end up doing it. my dad agreed to help fund it for me IF I keep my room tidy lmao... talk about motivation

I'm not gonna think about ib or ncea til the summer holdiays I think. I need to get through my ncea exams without distractions so I can use the summer holidays to think things through clearly. right now I'll just go with the flow with doing ib and if I change my mind later I hope I'll still be able to at the beginning of next year when everyone's switching subjects and stuff.

I guess life's going okay actually =/ other than the huge amounts of homework lately (there hasn't been a single evening this term when I haven't had homework. it's insane.) sigh, term 3 sure is hectic.

my life is boring so I have nothing else to say hahahahahahaah.
zzz
=.=

25 July 2009

DOUJIN OVERLOAD 2009

above: angela and the band, performing "god knows" from melancholy of haruhi suzumiya, although it's not like you can tell the dif between songs in a photo but still. she's really good at singing~~ i had it stuck in my head all day lolol

it was even more epic than last year. probably because I was actually exhibiting this year =D it was so much fun, thanks to everyone who stopped by to look at my stuff or buy it ^^~ I was next to kera-doll (nicole) who was really nice and simply awesome to be beside (: her keychains were so cute~~ anyway, so I got there at 7.30am, almost got lost but then a worker took us there by elevator (fancyyyy) and I set up, halfway through I realised that I didn't have enough table space for my A3 posters... so I went to ask them if I could use the other half and to my surprise it was actually mine for use since rocky couldn't make it... but o well thanks to her not being there I had enough table space har har har =D actually I didn't take any pictures of my own table LOL, I hope someone else has pictures.

I saw a lot of people who came to support, eg. steph and tash, julia and her 'little brother' LMAO, rui, will & terry, and yj and jamie. thanks so much (: I also met a lot of new people eg. sam, rex, tyler, annaleisa and her brother jeffery who has an awesome signature that looks like pi because his initials are JT =D thanks for the drawing~ it was awesome to meet you guys (: also met rebecca and michelle who were awesome too~ I want those pictures guys lolol. also of course saw fellow artists eg. rebecca, kaylee and amanda~

I think what made it really awesome for me was just the people and the atmosphere, everyone was so great, esp in the afternoon after lunch when rui, yj, will, terry and jamie were pretty much manning my store with me (yes, 6 people on 3 chairs). when yj and jamie brought me lunch I went outside and sat on the ground like a hobo eating bk. yes I did get a lot of stares but shhhh >> i'm cool

also it's interesting from the vendors point of view because you notice things like the sorts of buyers.. some people stop to look, linger and then carry on, some strike up conversation, and some give you money and take the item without saying anything at all haha. there were 2 girls who fought over the vongola guardians original lineart I had for sale and I didn't know whos money to take @__@ in the end I just took the one with the $10 cuz it meant I didn't have to give change.. aaa I feel bad for the other girl tho.

also there was a guy who wanted to know about DO and similar events and how I knew about them. I dunno why he asked me of all people but I gave him the animenz website address lol XD tbh I hear about it from word of mouth mainly so I wasn't really sure what to tell him...

in terms of profit, I made $6.80. (man that sucks, you say). well I also spent over 100 bucks on pretty things (below) AND I treated terry/will/jamie/yj/rui to dinner afterwards because I'm so nice. it was an EPIC experience so that's all I needed, money wasn't really my aim. I thought I made a deficit actually so it's nice that I actually come out with some extra money hahahaha

well yeah, we had sushi for dinner in a food court, then I treated everyone to dessert lmao. then we went to yifans and did sticker photos and watched terry and will fail at ddr, watch will and terry die from exhaustion and then catch the bus home. yay~

and ofc sometime during this time yj became very happy, but that's not my story to tell =P congrats~

EYECANDIES YOU ASK?


above: new posters: reborn boys by amanda, hitsugaya by pauline, k-on's ritsu and mio by bane (came free with a sketchbook), 2 magnets by pauline, orange original char print by pauline (came free with poster), chrome by yuna
above: clockwise from top left, "The Scrap Book 2009" by bane, "Worlds Apart" by hiyaku studio, "Paper Birds" by kaylee, "Radio On 88.69" by matsuo-lenn (I bought an extra copy for rocky's birthday since she can't be there...), "Superscenic" by collateral damage x tera (beautiful music + beautiful art makes this the most expensive thing I bought.. but it was so, so worth it D:), "Bubble Tea" by rebecca and michelle and "Adolescence" by aiki-ame and marxwyn. in addition to this there is also a byakuya pin that was given free with kaylee and amanda's business card and 5 CUTE PHONE CHARM things from nicole DD: they are seriously adorable, I got luke, klavier, seychelles, trucy and apollo 8D

well theres the conclusion of DO2009. ROLL ON 2010!! It's going to be twice as epic =D

11 July 2009

july 12th

=D click to enlarge.
1. will, bear and piggy soft toys (:
2. carmen, a cuteee bear basket filled with lollies~~ can't see it in this photo since it's still unwrapped but it's cute =D
3. eunji - a pair of socks lolol, a hairtie and a wizard of oz notebook (:
4.vicky, a box of roses and a cute eraser and pencil~
5. neeshah, a basket drawer thing EDIT--- found out it's from jacky THANKS (:
10. julia - a little build it yourself cake sculptures X3 I got the chessboard haha it's really cute but I can't work out how to melt the glue to stick on the pieces haha
11. jimin - a piece of brownie wrapped in tinfoil and a palm tree necklace =D
12. steph - 20 bucks and an awesome card TYVM lololol all the memories
13. roger - 20 bucks and a few movies on his usb which I have to return later, I am legend, forest gump, watchmen, monsters vs aliens and knocked up. (:
14. yujie - juggling balls/hacky sacks and a fan =D just what I asked for tyvm <333 haul ="D">:D

mann today was fun. 2 hours was really short >< thanks to everybody who came, hope everyone had a lot of fun... a lot of people didn't come which left some people as loners-ish but everyone made a new acquaintance I guess.

will and tony are losers for playing arcade games while at ice skating. =P everyone had fun watching yj put snowballs down shirt hurhurhur. never saw it coming.... grats to harim and kenji for winning races, there were a lot of falls... but yeah all in all a pretty good day I guess. heaps of randoms, mainly jonathan's friends lol but pro. for everyone who stayed afterwards for cake you guys are awesome (: esp the losers who refused to eat cake coughrogerandarkarcough, I feel very satisfied after making you eat it.

and TIAN wooooo he went on the ice. that's accomplishment enough for him XD everyone was mixing really well lol I got confused in the beginning cuz I thought "wtf I thought they didn't know each other..." but yeah it's good that everyone talked to everyone (:

hm, only feel once today cuz will pushed me lolol. but then he caught me. but then he dropped me and i dragged down kim and we all fell 8D yuppp pretty cool. ice is slippery.

hope everyone enjoyed their day anyway... imma go watch some movies now =P

06 July 2009

picspam & various other things


^^^ the bookmarks for DO (: theres only 4 of each right now tho I really need to photocopy. speaking of arts, I need to get some magic tape to start my painting, but I have the feeling that I'm just going to flag and start painting without magic tape >> resulting in an extremely messy painting but EHHH i'll try to be careful but I just really cbs looking for tape since it appears to be extremely elusive and rare in convience stores according to what i've heard from steph.


birthday party on sunday and I still haven't bought anything for yj/kim/shu/ej (FEBRUARY)/steph (APRIL)/bernie(APRIL). I think I'm doing rather well don't you? the above are presents from will. very sneaky of him, giving me my presents before HIS birthday so I would feel extra pressure to give him his on time. ): blahhh no time.

also I got conned into proofreading my cousin's 94 page long masters degree thesis. it went like this: "hey can you proofread some of my writing I don't think my english is entirely correct." thinking it was some little article I accepted. I feel somewhat cheated. =/ welll I'm almost halfway through it.. 40/94..

my mum bought this nescafe italian cappucino coffee powder. it tastes nice =D I think I might be addicted to coffee by now... I've eaten like half the tin >< onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgFccgzpZL8thGFScUbM4Zmn3DRYQsw2EusWIQvkzQgZM_W-Kakj76angRbZD0xhBEQuLS7BB43hR7gA6y060qsC2xcjY6ShGa5vrTiZvNyzxdTAPZgAn926adCuvsfbxrGGug-rGyh4INs/s1600-h/orz.jpg">my last braceless photo of teeth for a few years. ): blehhh I'm not even scared of the pain but I'm pretty sure braces will be ugly on me D:

20 June 2009

just cuz I felt like it.

"Buy some shoes."
"Yes, sir."
“I don’t think you have to call me “sir”, sir”, Lieutenant Scheisskopf pointed out. “You outrank me.”
“Yes, sir. I may outrank you, sir, but you’re still my commanding officer.”
“Yes, sir, that’s right,” Lieutenant Scheisskopf agreed. “You may outrank me, sir, but I’m still your commanding officer. So you better do what I tell you, sir, or you’ll get in trouble. Go to the hospital and tell them you’re sick, sir. Stay there until your uniform allowance catches up with you and you have some money to buy some uniforms.”
“Yes, sir.”
“And some shoes, sir. Buy some shoes the first chance you get, sir.”
“Yes, sir. I will, sir.”
“Thank you, sir.”

----

wellllll I was extremely bored today as steph would know. I missed the bus but for some reason I decided to walk home. it was cold. rolling around on art tables and being annoying in general is amusing. yeah, I'm still bored

15 June 2009

the girl meme & questionable sanity

♥GIRLS ONLY:♥

♥Do you sleep in your bra?
no
♥Do you enjoy drama?
asian dramas yes~ real life drama, depends what kind =P
♥Are you a girly girl?
I don't think I am...
♥Last person you hugged?
stebby? ♥Small or big purses?
big purses messenger bags... how other girls can fit all their stuff into one of those tiny purses is beyond me.
♥Do you think you’re conceited?
yes =P very much so
♥Do you dress up on Halloween?
never have probably never will =/ unless I move to united states or something
♥Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
I dreamt that I slept at school overnight in one of the toilet cubicles
♥Has anyone touched/smacked your butt?
Yes
♥Last person who walked you somewhere?
I can't remember ):
♥Do you call anybody by their last name?
With the exception of adults with titles, I don't think so =/ but joy calls me by my last name.
♥Do you wear makeup?
nope, too much of a hassle to put on, not to mention expensive... oh wait, sometimes nail polish. but it flakes off real fast >< ♥Ever cried at a movie theater?
nope, the presence of other people kills the mood
♥Can you put mascara on without opening your mouth?
o_o yes
♥Have you ever been called a bad influence?
hahahahahahha tbh, yes, once. XD
♥THIS OR THAT:♥
♥Eyeliner or Mascara?
no preference =/ I guess if I had to choose, eyeliner, since you can always get fake eyelashes =P
♥Louis Vuitton or Dooney & Burke?
...whaa?
♥American Eagle or Hollister?
american eagle. (:
♥Heels or flats?
honestly I think heels look better than flats.
♥Skirts or pants?
'pends. some skirts are real pretty (:
♥Hoodies or jackets?
hoodies ftw
♥Heels or sneakers?
yeah, chucks. =P although some heels are real pretty, so I guess I'd choose those over the ugly sneakers >< ♥Straight or curly hair?
straight, or maybe slightly wavy would be interesting if I had longer hair, just to experience it.
♥RANDOM:♥
♥What color is your bra that your wearing?
getting ready for bed so no bra lol
♥Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
depends on the guy. I tend to go for dark haired guys more though
♥Are you currently frustrated with a guy?
maybe =/
♥Do you have a best friend?
nope (:
♥Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
lol, yes. as part of my murder plans (ask steph.)
♥Do you like your life?
right now, yeah I guess. overall I am happy even though I like to find things to complain about since it's more fun with conflict.
♥Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
yes lol, not very pleasant
♥Would you ever tell someone you loved them even though you didn't?
depends how much I could get out of it. =P
♥Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
lol yes, lightly
♥Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
yes
♥Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
yes
♥Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
yeah, but once again life killed my dreams ):
♥Are you currently missing someone?
yes D:
♥IN A BOY:♥
♥Preppy or Punk/Goth?
to the preppy side tbh lol
♥Well-educated or Dropout?
hah, is this really a question you are asking me XD
♥Anything Cute or Abercrombie?
wha...
♥Contacts or Glasses?
don't care, but it's a plus if he looks good with and without 8D
♥Funny or Serious?
funny~~
♥Long Hair or Short Hair?
depends what suits him (:
♥Curly Hair or Straight Hair?
probably straight... but that also depends if he looks good with curly hair...
♥Good Dancer or Good Singer?
singer lol
♥Basketball Player or Football Player?
basketball player~
♥Smoker or Non-smoker?
man if you're a smoker don't even try get near me.
♥Drinker or Non-drinker?
non-drinker ==

welll I had a little emotional breakdown on friday night that nobody knows about but yeah that turned out okay after I wagged chinese to go down to viaduct for 2 hours and spend some time alone. alone time is very important for sanity. even though humans are social creatures we still need our hermit time... sigh, who knows how much I cried between friday and saturday...

spent this weekend at steph's house cuz my parents randomly decided to pull a rotorua trip out of their ass, since one of their friends came to visit nz from hong kong this week. I didn't want to go, since it's boring and I had a bad feeling about it, so I had to stay at steph's. intuition never lies, they ended up inviting the family friends with the creeper son. although, I still had to sit through dinner with him last night. siigh =.=

in terms of orthodontics, I'm getting my braces on july 7th (: today I got a retainer for top teeth so they don't move before then. it feels weird >< but I guess at least you can't notice it's there. very similar to invisalign, except instead of aligning my teeth its aim is to keep them as crooked as they are now. 8D

k-on! is so cute... but 200mb an episode.. my poar internet. ):

11 June 2009

How to talk about women while retaining political correctness

Enjoy:

She is not a BABE or a CHICK - She is a BREASTED-AMERICAN.

She is not a BLEACHED BLONDE - She is PEROXIDE DEPENDENT.

She is not a BAD COOK - She is MICROWAVE COMPATIBLE.

She is not HALF NAKED - She is WARDROBE IMPAIRED.

She does not wear TOO MUCH JEWELRY - She is METALLICALLY OVERBURDENED.

She is not CONCEITED - She is INTIMATELY AWARE OF HER BEST QUALITIES.

She does not want to be MARRIED - She wants to lock you in DOMESTIC INCARCERATION.

She does not GAIN WEIGHT - She is a METABOLIC UNDERACHIEVER.

She is not a SCREAMER or MOANER - She is VOCALLY APPRECIATIVE.

She is not EASY - She is HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE.

She does not TEASE or FLIRT - She engages in ARTIFICIAL STIMULATION.

She is not DUMB - She is a DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY.

She is not TOO SKINNY - She is SKELETALLY PROMINENT.

She does not HAVE A MUSTACHE - She is IN TOUCH WITH HER MASCULINE SIDE.

She does not HATE TELEVISED SPORTS - She is ATHLETICALLY IGNORANT.

She has not BEEN AROUND - She is a PREVIOUSLY ENJOYED COMPANION.

She does not WEAR TOO MUCH PERFUME - She commits FRAGRANCE ABUSE.

She does not GET YOU EXCITED - She causes TEMPORARY BLOOD DISPLACEMENT.

She is not KINKY - She is a NON-INHIBITED SEXUAL COMPANION.

She does not have a KILLER BODY - She is TERMINALLY ATTRACTIVE.

She does not GO SHOPPING - She is MALL FLUENT.

She is not an AIRHEAD - She is REALITY IMPAIRED.

She does not get DRUNK or TIPSY - She gets CHEMICALLY INCONVENIENCED.

She does not get FAT or CHUBBY - She achieves MAXIMUM DENSITY.

She is not COLD or FRIGID - She is THERMALLY INACCESSIBLE.

She is not HORNY - She is SEXUALLY FOCUSED.

She does not WEAR TOO MUCH MAKEUP - She has reached COSMETIC SATURATION.

She does not have BREAST IMPLANTS - She is GRAVITY RESISTANT.

She does not NAG YOU - She becomes VERBALLY REPETITIVE

She is not a SLUT - She is SEXUALLY EXTROVERTED.

She is not LOOSE - She is MORALLY IMPAIRED.

She does not have MAJOR LEAGUE HOOTERS - She is PECTORALLY SUPERIOR.

She does not have THIN LIPS - She is COLLAGEN DEPENDENT.

08 June 2009

oh, the things she does to waste time

and with that I go to bed.

06 June 2009

lack of updates

^by laina.

so yeah, it's been a while, i'm not sure if it's because I am mentally stable right now or if I just cbs updating but either way here's an update just because I feel guilty for not updating.

exam results are back, yet I feel more stress than ever lol... lucy's moving to aus, so I have to prepare a goodbye present... also a lot of internals coming up, and the like... and I need to tidy my desk. must also prepare stuffs for DO ><><>>

and also, @laina, since you keep pestering about ncea/ib I think I'm probably going to take ib. but even now I have no idea wtf I am taking within that. also I don't like making final decisions so I might change my mind again later but right now it's pretty sure. ugh, I feel so inadequate lately though. seems like everyone else is trying so hard at school and I feel like I'm actually trying less. I feel like my standards have dropped or something >> admittedly it could be a good thing to avoid stressing out about results but still, aim high = higher results right? sigh... I find that I'm affected very easily by outside factors when it should really be what I want and what's best for me, but what if those are conflicting? and what if I don't even know what I want...

well, I suppose a coin flip could be used, but even I'm not that carefree when it comes to life changing decisions.

getting late, grandma wants to go to fleamarket real early tomorrow, I think we're meant to be out the door by 8am tomorrow or something (ridiculous I know) so eh, night for now >< really wish I actually had something interesting to say, but I don't.

29 May 2009

arithmancy anyone? &an update

Read this first

here's the calculator if you're lazy: link
and the results page: link

my results were, general personality,

1 - This is the number of the individual, the solitary unit. Ones are independent, focused, and determined. They set a goal and stick to it. They are leaders and inventors. Ones find it difficult to work with others and don't like to take orders. They can be self-centered, egotistical, and domineering. They are often loners.

my 'heart personality' ie. what I'm like alone

8 - Eight indicates the possibility of great success in business, finance, and politics. Eights are practical, ambitious, committed, and hard working. They can also be jealous, greedy, domineering, and power-hungry. Eight is said to be the most unpredictable of numbers and can indicate the pinnacle of success or the depths of failure; the potential to go either way is present from the beginning.

and my 'social personality' ie. what I'm like to others

2 - Two represents interaction, two-way communication, cooperation, and balance. Twos are imaginative, creative, and sweet natured. Peace, harmony, commitment, loyalty, and fairness are characteristic. But two also introduces the idea of conflict, opposing forces, and the contrasting sides of things: night and day, good and evil. Twos can be withdrawn, moody, self-conscious and indecisive.


it's.. interesting haha. try it. :)

since everyone else's blog entries seem to mention A&D somewhere, I guess I'll just bandwagon. Well, I was expecting it to be better. It was still good, but I guess my expectations were a bit high. after all the book is a hard act to follow up. poor vicky was shielding her face from the corpse of the first cardinal. the music was so epic though, made everything so much tenser... surprisingly it was only rated M for all those violent scenes... i demand that other movies be brought down also so that I can watch them. D<>>

well other than that life is back to how it was. exams are over, etc etc. worst set of exams so far... and they came and went so fast. didn't even see them coming.

also I'm having a few issues with myself right now. so sorry if I seem like I'm acting strange (eg that other day at art steph lol) I have no idea who I am or how I should act anymore, or if the things I do are for myself or for others, and which they should be for. I don't even know what I want anymore or if it's better that I do something that's going to be better for me than something that I want. I finished 1/2 a tub of ice cream to take my mind off this and it's not getting better. I'm trying to stop thinking about it though. hopefully it will work itself out.

well, once again I find myself bored and unproductive with nothing to do even though there is PLENTY to do. oh well, might as well let the tradition continue.

and thus I leave you with a rhyme

Johnny is a chemist's son
But Johnny is no more
What Johnny thought was H20
Was H2SO4
- Tourniquet

20 May 2009

sedation and local injections...


wooo my tooth is so ugly. got my 4 teeth extracted today, 2 premolars up top and 2 wisdom teeth down the bottom. unfortunately it was too hard to get them out so they just cut my wisdom teeth ): so I only got to keep 2 whole teeth.

the nurse was sarah batkin's mum. she said that sedation would make me feel drunk and i could still feel the operation (if they didn't give me enough local injection i was meant to tell them) and hear them talking and stuff. WELL, she lied. as soon as I felt that sharp stab and she told me not to look at what the surgeon was doing i felt woozy and like, fell asleep or something. I have no recollection of it at all. T_T I only really vaguely remember getting told to stand up and being helped over to the other chair where they gave me a blanket and I napped (cuz well, I dunno, I have no idea what was going on at the time due to drugs.) I brought evermore 'dreams' album to play as bg music. (: unfortunately I was so knocked out that I only got to listen to it when she was explaining the procedure to me, and even then I had to concentrate more on what she was saying.

I think I've already torn some of my stitches ): and I can see the hole where my wisdom teeth were. siiigh... and grandma insists on no solid food for 2 days at least so I think I'm getting congee for lunch tomorrow. hopefully it doesn't spill in my bag...

must.. study..

17 May 2009

tagged.



yeah, newest youtube video, I got bored. and lol, I spelt lacrosse wrong.

THIS IS HOW I PROCRASTINATE. HEAR ME ROAR.

EDIT: almost forgot the questions hahaha

Voice posts are fun, right? You get to hear funny accents if your friends are from far, far away. All we really want is to hear your voice, we don't care what you're saying. So here's a list of typical meme questions that would otherwise be boring, but when communicated aloud - well, it's entertaining. Answer these questions in your post, and encourage others with voice-posting abilities to do the same.


1) What's your name?
2) How old are you?
3) Where are you from? Are you living there right now?
4) Is it cold where you are?
5) What's the time?
6) What are you wearing?
7) What was the last thing you listened to?
8) What was the last thing you ate?
9) What was the last thing you watched on tv?
10) What's your favorite tv show? Why?
11) Quick! Find a book, or something with text on it! Flip to a random page and read some of it! GO!
12) What was the last movie you saw? How was it?
13) Do YOU think you have an accent? Talk about that.

15 May 2009

problems and other junk

=/ is anyone else having a problem with commenting on other peoples blogs? it says "please choose a profile" but in the profil drop down list there is nothing. also when I try to check my email my inbox doesn't let me read my emails, I have to go to the main page and click the emails to view them, which only works for the top 3 emails at my list. I think my computer has a java coding problem. also my taskbar won't autohide. T_T I'm gonna do a full virus scan. even then I don't know if it'll turn up, what if its some super leet virus that hasn't been detected yet... or my computer just randomly mutated D:

I love salsa corn chips. I can feel the fat forming already, but OHH IT TASTES SO GOOD.

I should really start studying for exams. but I don't want to. =.= actually I don't even know how. UGHFKSD. -sucks at studying- maybe the first step is to tidy my desk, lol. D: and maybe my couch as well. oh man my room looks like a pigsty D:

also should be getting going on doujin.. I keep getting these dreams where it's the day and I realise I haven't got anything to sell because I haven't FINISHED anything orz

here are some things I learnt this week:
a. when you cut a worm in half it DOESN'T turn into 2 worms.
b. i should never play lacrosse.
c. doctors do not know anything. I taught a doctor something~
d. mrs l's office can fit at least 15 people in it. still wasn't crammed though, we need to try harder.
e. my hair has grown.
f. i am really, really good at procrastinating. or at least, being oblivious to exams.

parents have a wedding to attend today. they showed me the invite, it was extremely shiny and looked so expensive. I guess people like to splurge on things like wedding invitations even though they're not that important. "but its an important day" I suppose... but hey, shouldn't we try to make all our days important? (:

doujinexamsdoujinexamsdoujinexamsdoujinexamsdoujinexams.
D:
-goes to read manga-

10 May 2009

bored

Yes or No,
Only two rules-- and you MUST follow them:
1. You can only say Yes or No.
2. You aren't allowed to explain anything unless they message you,

1. Taken a picture fully naked?
No
2. Painted your room?
No
3. Made out with a member of the same sex?
No
4. Drove a car?
Yes
5. Danced in front of your mirror?
Yes
6. Have a crush?
No
7. Been dumped?
No
8. Stolen money from a friend?
Yes
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met?
Yes
10. Been in a fist fight?
No
11. Snuck out of your house?
No
12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?
Yes
13. Been arrested?
No
14. Made Out With A Stranger?
No
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere?
Yes
16. Left your house without telling your parents?
Yes
17. Had a crush on your neighbour?
No
18. Ditched school to do something more fun?
No
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the opposite sex?
Yes
20. Seen someone die?
Yes
21. Been on a plane?
Yes
22. Kissed a picture?
Yes
23. Slept in until 3?
No
24. Love someone or miss someone right now?
Yes
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?
Yes
26. Made a snow angel?
No
27. Played dress up?
Yes
28. Cheated while playing a game?
Yes
29. Been lonely?
Yes
30. Fallen asleep at work/school?
Yes
31. Yelled at a friend?
Yes
32. Felt an earthquake?
No
33. Touched a snake?
Yes
34. Ran a red light?
No
35. Been suspended from school?
No
36. Had detention?
No
37. Been in a car accident?
Yes
38. Hated the way you look?
Yes
39. Witnessed a crime?
Yes
40. Pole danced?
No
41. Been lost?
Yes
42. Been to the opposite side of the country?
Yes
43. Felt like dying?
Yes
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?
Yes
48. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
No
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
No
50. Kissed in the rain?
No
51. Sang in the shower?
Yes
52. Made love in a park?
No
53. Had a dream that you married someone?
Yes
54. Glued your hand to something?
Yes
55. Got your tongue stuck to a pole?
No
56. Ever gone to school partially naked?
No
57. Been a cheerleader?
No
58. Sat on a roof top?
No
59. Didn't take a shower for a week?
No
60. Too scared to watch scary movies alone?
No
61. Played chicken?
No
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
No
63. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger?
Yes
65. Been easily amused?
Yes
67. Mooned/flashed someone?
No
68. Cheated on a test?
Yes
69. Forgotten someone's name?
Yes
70. Slept naked?
Yes
71. Gone skinny dipping?
No
73. Blacked out from drinking?
No
74. Played a prank on someone?
Yes
75. Gone to a late night movie?
Yes
76. Made love to anything not human?
No
77. Failed a class?
Yes
78. Choked on something ur not supposed to eat?
Yes
79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours?
No
80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend?
No
82. Thrown strange objects?
Yes
83. Felt like killing someone?
Yes
84. Felt like running away?
Yes
85. Have you ever ran away?
No
89. Made a parent cry?
Yes
90. Cried over someone?
Yes
91. Had sex more than 3 times in one day?
No
92. Dated someone more than once?
No
93. Had/Have a dog?
No
95. Own an instrument?
Yes
96. Been in a band?
No
97. Drank 25 sodas in a day?
No
98. Broken a CD?
Yes
99. Shot a gun?
Yes
100. Had feelings for one of your best/good friends?
Yes

THE END.

I'm getting into dance music D: