Wood or lino > carpet.
this is because of several reasons:
1) wood or lino does not require a vacuum cleaner to clean. not only does this mean less electricity use and is thus better for the environment but it also means that you don't have to invest in an expensive vacuum cleaner and use your money elsewhere.
2) wood or lino gives you a bruise if you skid along it whereas carpet gives you a flesh wound which will hurt in the shower
3) wood or lino does not stain from food etc
4) wood or lino looks more modern
5) wood or lino does not have risk of ticks or fleas
6) wood or lino doesn't catch dust etc and trigger allergic reactions
7) if you want carpet because it's more comfortable to walk on or something you can purchase a rug. there is no such thing as a lino or wooden rug. if you have wood or lino floors you also have the option of purchasing a carpet rug but not the other way around!
8) wood or lino is easy to mop and clean. you need to purchase a carpet cleaner or hire a professional to wash your carpet.
9) wood or lino will not get dust tan lines over the years (you'll know what I mean if you have a carpet floor and have had a sofa sitting on it for a long time. when you move the sofa you see a 'dust tan line' where the carpet that was covered by the sofa is lighter than the carpet that wasn't.
10) wood or lino does not dent when you put something heavy on it and leave an unattractive mark for the next person using your room
11) wood or lino is less expensive to install
For these above reasons I don't see why anyone would want to have carpet floors in their house. In addition to being more practical and cheap, it is also better for the environment and our health. Of course there will be controversy over which is more aesthetically pleasing but the fact remains that in the other areas wood or lino flooring is a much better choice for your home as opposed to carpet.
And no, I'm not just saying this because I had to vacuum the whole house this morning, whatever gave you that idea?
On a side note, I have a flight tonight at 11pm to shanghai so I won't be around for a while. enjoy your lives without me haha~
21 September 2008
20 September 2008
kahuwut.
Standing on Old Girls' porch
We thought that it would last forever
And if we had a choice
Yeah, you know we'd all wanna stay here
This was the best month of my life
We thought that it would last forever
And if we had a choice
Yeah, you know we'd all wanna stay here
This was the best month of my life
50 mosquito bites
7 sisters
5 lost socks
1 pair of lost long johns
2 guitars
1 river
2 tramps
1 freezing night in the bush
1 sea kayak
23 girls
8 instructors
28 days
There's my recount of my camp. It was life-changing and unforgettable. I don't think I can recount about it will do it justice, so I won't even try.
I don't think I've cried so much in my life. I don't know what it was, after hugging Mr W and him telling me 'Good luck with your future'... I had this sudden revelation that in my future, for the rest of my life, I would never again see any of these people who had changed it. They'd never see the results of their work and inspiration for me. I just broke down. As I walked back to the house to get my last few belongings I wasn't sure if I was crying or laughing. I was choking, kept getting air stuck in my windpipe. I hugged Gina and left. Because I was crying and I couldn't see straight I went to the right down the driveway and into the car instead of going straight and receiving my steph hug so I'm sorry steph. Seems like I'll never get one. Just bad coincidences. it's not meant to be ): I'll never get a steph hug.
I also forgot to pick up my confiscated goods worth $11 in cash. Thankfully kim got it for me. I'm glad someone remembered me.
I know everyone will forget me. That's ok. I think from now on I'm just going to try my best for myself.
Thank you and goodnight. Maybe I will do a recount later, maybe not. I don't feel like it right now.
22 August 2008
social social social
we didn't even take any pics this year steph =P
anyway it was awesome X3 way more people than last year (not that steph would know the difference) and the insane staff put the heaters in the hall on. We were cooking alive I tell you, it was terrible. And they ran out of water lololol i bet that was their plan all along to make people pay for it...
aside from that it was way better than last years. there was like 1 slow song and the rest were just for jumping hahah. i overheard someone say 'this social is like for jumping not for dancing' true true. good for me who can't dance but knows how to jump (:
omfg i saw tony from china camp but i didnt recognise him cuz hes so tall now >< what happened to midget tony?! i feel bad cuz he remembers me but i didnt recognise him D: lots of dancing between james' friends and yuj ji and eunji (:
so anyway, if u missed it ur an ass and im going to ignore you from now on |: (maybe not but u get the picture. i am actually very upset. but we made it fun without you guys ok D< but im still mad at you. expect me to be emo when u bring it up)
last social til ball~ y10 is like last year of anything... no qualifications, mathex, socials... im feeling old now. realistically theres only 1 term left til we're all y11....
cant wait for china. last official post for a month when im at camp~ write to me ^^
cyu~
anyway it was awesome X3 way more people than last year (not that steph would know the difference) and the insane staff put the heaters in the hall on. We were cooking alive I tell you, it was terrible. And they ran out of water lololol i bet that was their plan all along to make people pay for it...
aside from that it was way better than last years. there was like 1 slow song and the rest were just for jumping hahah. i overheard someone say 'this social is like for jumping not for dancing' true true. good for me who can't dance but knows how to jump (:
omfg i saw tony from china camp but i didnt recognise him cuz hes so tall now >< what happened to midget tony?! i feel bad cuz he remembers me but i didnt recognise him D: lots of dancing between james' friends and yuj ji and eunji (:
so anyway, if u missed it ur an ass and im going to ignore you from now on |: (maybe not but u get the picture. i am actually very upset. but we made it fun without you guys ok D< but im still mad at you. expect me to be emo when u bring it up)
last social til ball~ y10 is like last year of anything... no qualifications, mathex, socials... im feeling old now. realistically theres only 1 term left til we're all y11....
cant wait for china. last official post for a month when im at camp~ write to me ^^
cyu~
20 August 2008
mathex + stuff
today was mathex~~ like the last mathex ever D: I'm so sad right now lol i'll probably never go asb stadium again.
...moment of silence...
lol im gonna miss it ): its so fun. i think tonight was like the funnest time i've had for a long time... I still feel like a pedo tho siiiigh. Why do y9 guys have to be so cute. it's like when they grow up they get uglier or something D: unless they turn out hot. buut asD:FJASKD:LFJASDd STOP THINKING ABOUT THAT
I saw some ok-looking ones tho ^^~
Karl's just sad to me lol i waved to him while we were down in the comp thing after it ended but he didn't see me. but thats ok cuz I saw lots of other people as well~ like catherine and nina and ella =P and I met lingling who doesn't even remember me even though I went to her primary school... sigh I'm just too stealthy haha xP
And then, when I came home, I had to finish my english essay. geez teachers have no mercy... even tho so much stuff was this week and we're going camp on sunday. aaaaaaaaaaa.
well apart from me being emo over never going to mathex and pedo-ing over y9s again, we went to rainbows end yesterday~~~ it was my first time (yeah everyone was like wtf) so I ran around with shuhua everywhere going on all the rides.
I was so scared that the safety thing was gonna come off in the power surge. geez I don't think my head has been that sdlkfajq29awpeisdgjsfd in a long time.
roller coaster was awesome. went on it twice~ sucks for everyone who missed it though (they have spastic timetables I swear).
I'm so tired. but I figured that I might as well update now otherwise I'll forget to later and then it'll look like I died again or something since I'm going camp on sunday.
IF U SEE THIS WRITE TO ME. I doubt it lol steph and bernie are the only ones who read this.
kk thats all. im gonna miss mathex. ):
night bloggers~
dammit must remember to transfer steelies to yujie's account on ms
...moment of silence...
lol im gonna miss it ): its so fun. i think tonight was like the funnest time i've had for a long time... I still feel like a pedo tho siiiigh. Why do y9 guys have to be so cute. it's like when they grow up they get uglier or something D: unless they turn out hot. buut asD:FJASKD:LFJASDd STOP THINKING ABOUT THAT
I saw some ok-looking ones tho ^^~
Karl's just sad to me lol i waved to him while we were down in the comp thing after it ended but he didn't see me. but thats ok cuz I saw lots of other people as well~ like catherine and nina and ella =P and I met lingling who doesn't even remember me even though I went to her primary school... sigh I'm just too stealthy haha xP
And then, when I came home, I had to finish my english essay. geez teachers have no mercy... even tho so much stuff was this week and we're going camp on sunday. aaaaaaaaaaa.
well apart from me being emo over never going to mathex and pedo-ing over y9s again, we went to rainbows end yesterday~~~ it was my first time (yeah everyone was like wtf) so I ran around with shuhua everywhere going on all the rides.
I was so scared that the safety thing was gonna come off in the power surge. geez I don't think my head has been that sdlkfajq29awpeisdgjsfd in a long time.
roller coaster was awesome. went on it twice~ sucks for everyone who missed it though (they have spastic timetables I swear).
I'm so tired. but I figured that I might as well update now otherwise I'll forget to later and then it'll look like I died again or something since I'm going camp on sunday.
IF U SEE THIS WRITE TO ME. I doubt it lol steph and bernie are the only ones who read this.
kk thats all. im gonna miss mathex. ):
night bloggers~
dammit must remember to transfer steelies to yujie's account on ms
08 August 2008
my tabletennis adventure + olympics~
ok so tonight I actually didn't have a badminton game but I went anyway cuz I was GONNA get silk road from erike (except she forgot it... again D:) and since I didn't have to play I planned to go to the tabletennis hall to see karl and clark who i haven't seen in agesss (: & so I went~
the first thing I noticed was how everything was so BRIGHT. there are like 3 times the amount of lights in the tabletennis hall compared in the badminton hall. and it was bigger than I thought it would be~ it's definitely bigger than it looks on the outside. Then I noticed the actual tabletennis tables. they're sectioned off with huge space around the tables (you need to go to actually get what I mean). so like I sat down and started to watch what i later found out were the 'pros'.
geez I never knew tabletennis could be played like that. even the serves look complicated and pro~~ whenever I thought of tabletennis before I always got this vision of old people hitting it with a rhythm like tock, tock, tock... it's not the case. the player runs far back and all around the table to receive the ball, it's fast and furious =P and some of the players have this habit of lunging to get the ball so every 2 secs you hear this huge STOMP as they put all their weight on one foot. at first I had so much trouble keeping up >< it's so addicting to watch...
so then I ran into karl and clark and yeah I tried to be educated a little into tabletennis which helped me understand what was going on a bit better. (I'm so noob.) karl's still not taller than me (:
and then I followed them to the place where the uhh.. non-pros play? rofl not that I could tell the difference but the 'pros' definitely had more elegance in their play. (it's like badminton, you can tell who's good cuz of the stances etc.)
I got scolded twice for not picking up the ball when it bounced towards me (NOT MY FAULT ok i tried to stop it but it ended up rolling further cuz I only changed the direction) by the same guy ==; I'm sure that like 1/2 the energy of players is used to chase after the ball. It's so tiny and light and goddamn bouncy it's hard to control it (but I saw most people handle them with such professionalism. like it's on the floor and they smack it with their bat and it bounces up and they get it with their bat again and then catch it). there was this one guy who was running around cuz he lost a ball. haha I laughed.
so yeah that was my tabletennis experience. well, it was fun for me to see karl and clark again but I think I also gained a new respect for a sport I didn't know anything about before ^^ but I still don't know much about it so I'll learn more gradually I guess.
on a side note, happy 8/8/08 and olympics opening~ I'm gonna get my dad to record the badminton if I'm at camp. neeshah is obsessed with roger federer. wonder who'll win the olympics this time. probably like usa or china I guess. |: only cuz china is gonna try hardcore to get all the gold since it's in our country and all. but the usa athletes are like pro as so... not sure ^^ what do you all think? anyway that's all for now I guess I can't be bothered writing more. pretty tired after today...
the first thing I noticed was how everything was so BRIGHT. there are like 3 times the amount of lights in the tabletennis hall compared in the badminton hall. and it was bigger than I thought it would be~ it's definitely bigger than it looks on the outside. Then I noticed the actual tabletennis tables. they're sectioned off with huge space around the tables (you need to go to actually get what I mean). so like I sat down and started to watch what i later found out were the 'pros'.
geez I never knew tabletennis could be played like that. even the serves look complicated and pro~~ whenever I thought of tabletennis before I always got this vision of old people hitting it with a rhythm like tock, tock, tock... it's not the case. the player runs far back and all around the table to receive the ball, it's fast and furious =P and some of the players have this habit of lunging to get the ball so every 2 secs you hear this huge STOMP as they put all their weight on one foot. at first I had so much trouble keeping up >< it's so addicting to watch...
so then I ran into karl and clark and yeah I tried to be educated a little into tabletennis which helped me understand what was going on a bit better. (I'm so noob.) karl's still not taller than me (:
and then I followed them to the place where the uhh.. non-pros play? rofl not that I could tell the difference but the 'pros' definitely had more elegance in their play. (it's like badminton, you can tell who's good cuz of the stances etc.)
I got scolded twice for not picking up the ball when it bounced towards me (NOT MY FAULT ok i tried to stop it but it ended up rolling further cuz I only changed the direction) by the same guy ==; I'm sure that like 1/2 the energy of players is used to chase after the ball. It's so tiny and light and goddamn bouncy it's hard to control it (but I saw most people handle them with such professionalism. like it's on the floor and they smack it with their bat and it bounces up and they get it with their bat again and then catch it). there was this one guy who was running around cuz he lost a ball. haha I laughed.
so yeah that was my tabletennis experience. well, it was fun for me to see karl and clark again but I think I also gained a new respect for a sport I didn't know anything about before ^^ but I still don't know much about it so I'll learn more gradually I guess.
on a side note, happy 8/8/08 and olympics opening~ I'm gonna get my dad to record the badminton if I'm at camp. neeshah is obsessed with roger federer. wonder who'll win the olympics this time. probably like usa or china I guess. |: only cuz china is gonna try hardcore to get all the gold since it's in our country and all. but the usa athletes are like pro as so... not sure ^^ what do you all think? anyway that's all for now I guess I can't be bothered writing more. pretty tired after today...
31 July 2008
when I was young and stupid (er)
Eunji's present is just too pretty ): too bad it's food so I have to eat it.Well yesterday was my birthday, and I'm officially 15 now. So I can legally start driving and kill myself lolol. >: ok maybe not.
It's like 11pm but I really felt like updating closer to my bday haha >< today I'm gonna share some stories of when i was young and stupid (don't you guys love these stories)
ok... well once, I was in like y1 and we were making mothers day cards or something. And I got this orange piece of paper, and my friend had this blue piece. being the snobby 5 year old ass I was, I snidely said (probably in an uppity voice) "Haha shame look I got a girl's colour and you got a boy's colour~~" and then my friend did the whole grass thing and went up to the teacher and was like "ms ____, are there such things as girl colours and boy colours?" and the teacher was like "no there aren't, all colours are just colours." and then my friend stuck out her tongue at me ): thats why I don't have a favourite colour anymore lolol. I don't want to be biased and turn back into my stupid 5 year old self.
in y2, me and this boy were like pushing lego bricks under one of the folding walls in the classroom and giggling really loudly and then the teacher was like "winnieeeeee............" in her whole disapproving stare tone thing. and back then I was like so shy D: so I was so embarrassed and felt bad about it for like 2 weeks after that occurred.... also in y2, we had a reliever and we were doing something with paper, and I couldn't like cut it or something, so I went to the teacher and asked her to do it for me... and I didn't say 'please' or something, so she gave me this whole big lecture and I burst into tears ): I hate that reliever. she was the bitch that called me a little boy.
in y3, I remember in chinese school I had to write my birthdate and I couldn't remember what year I was born, but I knew it had like 1 9 and 3. so I took a wild guess and wrote down 30 July 1339.
in y4, I was made to dance with this creepy korean boy in my class (because I was too tall lol...) and the teacher was like "ok now hold hands" and we were both liek "rafjdslkjawefsklsflaskadsf. nooooo." and the teacher was like "are you going to do this or not? if you don't want to I can get you to clean the classroom or something..." DDD: I WAS MORTIFIED OK I was such a goodie goodie omfg lol I was scared of her for like the whole term.
in y5 I wrote many retarded stories about neopets. Don't make me retype them please lolol...
IN Y6. I WAS A PERFECT RESPONSIBLE SMART AND AWESOME MEMBER OF THE CLASSROOM AND I DID NOTHING STUPID. IT WAS THE BEST YEAR EVER. |:
see, at least not all my years in primary were idiotic. lol well anyway this has been a recap of the first few years of my 15 years I can remember, of the stupid things I did. So dw I'm not a super brain or anything, I'm probably more stupid than most people lol XD
29 July 2008
looking forward to the future~
pic of a sketch I'm working on right now lol fasdklfjaskl I THOUGHT it looked ok but she just looks angus lol T_T this one killed my 4b... actually. it's dead now. it's this short |-------------| <- life size but I can't finish it this week cuz we have CHAPEL. ga --- I MEAN. STRAIGHT. DDD:well nothing's happened out of the ordinary. I dunno why I'm even updating I just felt like it I guess.
OMFG don't you get freaked out when people stare at you. I get self conscious lol D: I was at baddy today and this guy at our club kept staring at me. i was like aSDFJ:KAWRSJDF:KSAFJK:Ds STOP STARING YOU HO IS IT CUZ I HAVE A PIMPLE ON MY FACE TODAY?!?!!? D< It wasn't so bad at first cuz I thought he was gonna actually say something to me (USUALLY when you stare at someone you're gonna talk to them right?) but he DIDN'T. he just kept staring DDDD<
So, if anyone reading this is someone who stares at people for no reason continuously, I hate you. You and your eyes. ): and if you're someone who does that as well as play electric guitar, I doubly hate you so GTFO my page.
lol no im jk I love you all (: keep your friends close, keep your enemies closer....
ugh life is so boring right now. I feel like all I'm doing is waiting for laina yj and ji to get back and spend an awesome week together before going to camp. you know what's in that changeover week? mathex, physics trip and social (: why am I looking forward to mathex more than the social oh god there must be something wrong with me.
I can't wait to get back to china as well X3 screw camp, it's just a stop I have to go through before the ULTIMATE PRIZE... CHINURRR =D yaaaay cheap stuff~~~~~ man I can't wait. most ppl are like 'omfg kahunui in 27 days ahurrrrr i can't waiiit' and i'm like 'omfg china in 27 days + a month ahurrrrrrr i can't waiiiit X3'
lol this page is gonna show up on google radar now that i typed the name of our camp ):
hi random googlers (:
kk i have nothing else to rant about lol cyu bloggers... for now.
26 July 2008
DOUJIN OVERLOAD.
posters... bottom left:renji (triggermann)bottom right: ichigo vs ryuk (jerry)
top right: 'big enough for both of us' (emila) so cutee~~
bookmarks and business cards lool. by tammy, jerry, sherry, steven from nexus vii did the soul eater bookmark and canidae did the awesome penguin on bear bookmark which I now love =D and a print of one of kaze-hime's arts but that's old lol :|
Artbooks... clockwise from top left: in a few words by hiyaku studio, engage by hiyaku studio, anthology by amanda and kaylee, biohazard by claire and Jpac by jerry (aka jpac rofl)
I also got 2 pins of neku (From amanda) and ichigo (from kaylee) but I forgot to take a photo so yeah :) anyway it was super fun ^^ even though I was a customer and I was only there for about 2 hours with rui. I might be selling next year so everyone should come ^^ and since I'm so nice, I'm going to provide everyone with bags to store their goods and provide rubber bands for bigger posters. Do you know why? because today, I had to run around asking all the exhibitors for a plastic bag until I finally got one for free from the nice guy at the manga stand. and then I found that rui's poster was getting crushed cuz it wasn't rolled up, so we walked all the way to westfield and then they said they don't sell rubber bandssssss. So I had to spend 2 bucks on a pack of hairties which I can never use since my hair is short. sigh... it was a good experience to run around anyway ^^ made everything more fun for me lol is that normal?
I felt so sorry for some of the artists who weren't being crowded around though. this was this one poor guy who I looked through the folder of and he was like 'thank you~' with this begging look in his eyes as if to say 'support me~ buy something~ i'm poor~ feel sorry for me~' ):
I spent over 50 dollars today. T_T my poor wallet. I even paid for lunch so that didn't really help... sigh. another incentive to go sell next year so I can use my profits to buy other's arts. or print-swap :D lool as if my art is even worth any money.
so anyway~ ty to all the exhibitors who were nice to me and stuff you to all the exhibitors who were mean to me (no i'm jk all the exhibitors were nice XD) especially to that nice guy that was managing j-pac's stand who gave me a discount because someone ran off with my reserved print? ahahaha he was gonna give me extra change (I paid $10 and he was gonna give me $14 change) but since I'm nice and I don't take advantage of people like that I pointed it out :) aren't I nice guys? that's right don't think I'm mean to people all the time (with the exception of steph of course lolol)
kk that's all to report really haha ^^; til next time, cyu bloggers~
I felt so sorry for some of the artists who weren't being crowded around though. this was this one poor guy who I looked through the folder of and he was like 'thank you~' with this begging look in his eyes as if to say 'support me~ buy something~ i'm poor~ feel sorry for me~' ):
I spent over 50 dollars today. T_T my poor wallet. I even paid for lunch so that didn't really help... sigh. another incentive to go sell next year so I can use my profits to buy other's arts. or print-swap :D lool as if my art is even worth any money.
so anyway~ ty to all the exhibitors who were nice to me and stuff you to all the exhibitors who were mean to me (no i'm jk all the exhibitors were nice XD) especially to that nice guy that was managing j-pac's stand who gave me a discount because someone ran off with my reserved print? ahahaha he was gonna give me extra change (I paid $10 and he was gonna give me $14 change) but since I'm nice and I don't take advantage of people like that I pointed it out :) aren't I nice guys? that's right don't think I'm mean to people all the time (with the exception of steph of course lolol)
kk that's all to report really haha ^^; til next time, cyu bloggers~
15 July 2008
sleepover update zzz
yup so yujie's sleepover was last night and we still got 7 hours of sleep (well, I did.) so not too bad eh. we ended up talking about stupid stuff cuz we never have anything to talk about orz.
ty for the duck (vanilla latte) and the necklace ^^
titanic is a good movie. my heart will go on is a good song. especially when played like this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SxpvDjDOgsQ
D: i hate this person like i hate electric guitar players. I'm listening to it right now and it's making me so depressed and thoughtful because of the godly way in which it's played.. like it's pulling my feelings out of my heart D: ew don't touch my heart plzzzz.
GUH TOO LATE I FEEL ALL HORMONAL NOW.
even if I feel hormonal I can't find a way to express the way I feel... i'm so inadequate. sigh I don't even have anything to be hormonal over, apart from the fact that I'm a teenager. I would be venting out my hormonal feelings on the guy I like normally, but hey guess what I don't like anyone :D woop de doo dah. It feels really strange. And I feel susceptible to start liking some random any minute. Actually it's not that I don't like anyone it's that I like more than one person, and the feelings I have for them are really miniscule and insignificant. Thus can be described as nonexistent. I really wish I had someone tho. just to annoy them, I don't even want a bf, just someone who I feel that strongly about who I can talk to.
god, I'm such a hormonal teenage girl =P
ty for the duck (vanilla latte) and the necklace ^^
titanic is a good movie. my heart will go on is a good song. especially when played like this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SxpvDjDOgsQ
D: i hate this person like i hate electric guitar players. I'm listening to it right now and it's making me so depressed and thoughtful because of the godly way in which it's played.. like it's pulling my feelings out of my heart D: ew don't touch my heart plzzzz.
GUH TOO LATE I FEEL ALL HORMONAL NOW.
even if I feel hormonal I can't find a way to express the way I feel... i'm so inadequate. sigh I don't even have anything to be hormonal over, apart from the fact that I'm a teenager. I would be venting out my hormonal feelings on the guy I like normally, but hey guess what I don't like anyone :D woop de doo dah. It feels really strange. And I feel susceptible to start liking some random any minute. Actually it's not that I don't like anyone it's that I like more than one person, and the feelings I have for them are really miniscule and insignificant. Thus can be described as nonexistent. I really wish I had someone tho. just to annoy them, I don't even want a bf, just someone who I feel that strongly about who I can talk to.
god, I'm such a hormonal teenage girl =P
11 July 2008
ELECTRIC GUITARS NUMNUMNUM
Good god I hate these guys. -jealousyjealousy-
I wish I could play electric guitar. D: nosrsly man lol piano is such a mainstream instrument (ok I know some piano songs are so beautiful they can make ur ears bleed but that's besides the case). And these guys' skillz make my ears bleed too. not to mention there are only a handful of girls who can play electric guitar (YUI~~~) andI WANNA LEARNNNNN =3= sigh I hate those guys in bands who play electric guitar with godly skills ): and I want their guitar too. except if it's ugly.
so it's friday...
...
not that long til the holidays end already 1/2way thru wtf man laina you wasted all my holiday time by inviting me out ):
I haven't started shading kim's dog
I haven't started sketching lucy's dog
haven't thought of an idea for english speech (cue steph's OMFG I FORGOT here)
haven't started kumon
haven't practised piano... orz no willpower
but
I managed to finish yujie's cat in one day
make a youtube video (something ive always wanted to do lolol)
watched kungfu panda (movie of awesomeness, pun intended)
TIDIED MY DESK OMFG
I levelled my sin to 39 on maplestory ok call me a nerd shut up
mailed present & letter to melody
haha I really need to do a lot of stuff |: oh well.
cyu bloggers, will report on yujie's party on.. tues/wed if i can
20 June 2008
I feel so depressed -.-
I cannot take this anymore
I'm saying everything I've said before
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear the less you'll say
But you'll find that out anyway
Just like before...
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I find the answers aren't so clear
Wish I could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again
Just like before...
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break, break, break, break, break, break, break...
Shut up when I'm talking to you
Shut up, shut up, shut up
Shut up when I'm talking to you
Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up...
I’m about to break...
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I'm saying everything I've said before
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear the less you'll say
But you'll find that out anyway
Just like before...
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I find the answers aren't so clear
Wish I could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again
Just like before...
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break, break, break, break, break, break, break...
Shut up when I'm talking to you
Shut up, shut up, shut up
Shut up when I'm talking to you
Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up...
I’m about to break...
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
One Step Closer-Linkin Park
YOU KNOW WHY IM EMO? WELL YEAH, LOOK AT MY GUY HAIR. NOW YOU KNOW WHY.
16 June 2008
Eric, Death and Beautiful People
(: look how sexy eric is now.
Hm not much to say after all this time... our lives are so boring, nothing ever happens (with the exception of yujie really lol and her secretive txting)...
I was in art today and I had this sudden revelation that I'm gonna die one day. And I'll never be able to see the world we have now, and I'll be brain dead. After everything happens... graduation from high school, graduation from uni, entering the adult work force, retirement... nothing after that. I can barely imagine closing my eyes and having no thoughts, and not knowing that I have no thoughts. Death is like a paradox I guess... people say that whatever you believe in, you will get it after death. But after death, if it's only all science and there is no heaven, it won't matter what you believe in because you're.. well, your brain is no longer processing so how can you possibly think? Gosh how morbid. Left me depressed all lesson.
And UGHHHH KIDSSSSS. At badminton:
'I think -name- likes -name2-... -giggle giggle-" Okay this I can understand, since it's so obvious... but then they had the nerve to add
"-name2- is ugly though... well that's what I think. Ew."
What a sad, superficial world we live in. You should not like someone because they are pretty or hot. You should not hate someone because they are 'ugly'. In addition to this, beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Even if the rest of the world thinks you're hideous, but one person sees you as perfect and beautiful, you will always be beautiful to them, no matter what anyone else thinks. What that person said pissed me off because it's so shallow. If you only like someone because you think they're goodlooking, or you only hate someone because you think they're ugly, it's not you liking/hating them at all, it's just you being judgmental and stupid. It's not like we can control what we look like; don't you think everyone would look perfect if we could? If you hate someone because you think they're ugly, then you're basically hating on them for no reason apart from their looks. It's no difference from sexism or racism: the person cannot control that part of themself. IT'S JUST THE WAY THEY ARE. Imagine a scenario: You've found your life partner, you're in love. Would it make a difference if they were the hottest thing on earth or if they were the ugliest? Love is blind; we should not judge others and make decisions about our feelings about them based solely on their appearance. In the same way, it is not fair to laugh at someone or condemn them because of their natural genetic looks. One day some smarter, more educated person will realise this and you will be sorry. It'll be known as something like beautism: Having favour for the beautiful, on the same scale as sexism and racism. In other words, it's bullshit.
Ok rant over I am calm -breathes-
cyu bloggers =.=
I was in art today and I had this sudden revelation that I'm gonna die one day. And I'll never be able to see the world we have now, and I'll be brain dead. After everything happens... graduation from high school, graduation from uni, entering the adult work force, retirement... nothing after that. I can barely imagine closing my eyes and having no thoughts, and not knowing that I have no thoughts. Death is like a paradox I guess... people say that whatever you believe in, you will get it after death. But after death, if it's only all science and there is no heaven, it won't matter what you believe in because you're.. well, your brain is no longer processing so how can you possibly think? Gosh how morbid. Left me depressed all lesson.
And UGHHHH KIDSSSSS. At badminton:
'I think -name- likes -name2-... -giggle giggle-" Okay this I can understand, since it's so obvious... but then they had the nerve to add
"-name2- is ugly though... well that's what I think. Ew."
What a sad, superficial world we live in. You should not like someone because they are pretty or hot. You should not hate someone because they are 'ugly'. In addition to this, beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Even if the rest of the world thinks you're hideous, but one person sees you as perfect and beautiful, you will always be beautiful to them, no matter what anyone else thinks. What that person said pissed me off because it's so shallow. If you only like someone because you think they're goodlooking, or you only hate someone because you think they're ugly, it's not you liking/hating them at all, it's just you being judgmental and stupid. It's not like we can control what we look like; don't you think everyone would look perfect if we could? If you hate someone because you think they're ugly, then you're basically hating on them for no reason apart from their looks. It's no difference from sexism or racism: the person cannot control that part of themself. IT'S JUST THE WAY THEY ARE. Imagine a scenario: You've found your life partner, you're in love. Would it make a difference if they were the hottest thing on earth or if they were the ugliest? Love is blind; we should not judge others and make decisions about our feelings about them based solely on their appearance. In the same way, it is not fair to laugh at someone or condemn them because of their natural genetic looks. One day some smarter, more educated person will realise this and you will be sorry. It'll be known as something like beautism: Having favour for the beautiful, on the same scale as sexism and racism. In other words, it's bullshit.
Ok rant over I am calm -breathes-
cyu bloggers =.=
04 June 2008
the best and worst things
Do you know what the best feeling is? When you're angry, or frustrated, or just hyper and have too much energy, and you go and do something with it. It feels great, endlessly smashing the shuttle over the net and hearing the satisfying crack of the floor colliding with the cork. Or sprinting in a straight line feeling the rhythm of your feet pushing off the solid ground... And then using all that energy so that you're completely numb afterwards. It's the best feeling.
And do you know what the worst feeling is? Getting up the next morning when you have school. I really shouldn't have vented my frustration like that, I was so tired this morning...
So anyway 5/6 of exam results are back
4xE for French
2xE for Science
1xE+ for Art (:
2xE for Social Studies
3xE for Maths
hopefully my english results don't screw me over again. but we won't get them til next week so I have other stuff to worry about until then.
hm yeah well I hope everyone's having fun and stuff. My boring life just doesn't compare.... btw added a jukebox on the side, not sure if it works and it's 2xasian songs and an instrumental.
cya bloggers.
And do you know what the worst feeling is? Getting up the next morning when you have school. I really shouldn't have vented my frustration like that, I was so tired this morning...
So anyway 5/6 of exam results are back
4xE for French
2xE for Science
1xE+ for Art (:
2xE for Social Studies
3xE for Maths
hopefully my english results don't screw me over again. but we won't get them til next week so I have other stuff to worry about until then.
hm yeah well I hope everyone's having fun and stuff. My boring life just doesn't compare.... btw added a jukebox on the side, not sure if it works and it's 2xasian songs and an instrumental.
cya bloggers.
23 May 2008
This is my kumon. (And my desk lolol)Kids are funny~~ I went to kumon yesterday and while waiting for my brother to finish this canto dad brought in his like... 4 year old daughter to do english. And the indian helper sat next to her and tried to get to her to read to her, but the little girl refused to do it XD and the dad was like trying to get her to read... "dook bei je je tang la..." etcetc. and she just kept shaking her head... and then like 20 mins later when the supervisor took the indian helper to do something else this south east asian helper stepped in to help the little girl and like.. she just did it. man, racist children XD
exams are next week~! must study hard to achieve the best I possibly can /quotes
mm hopefully I can get all Es but I know that I will probably make stupid mistake and miss it.
I need to make a to do list:
- tidy desk
- tidy wardrobe
- finish mothers day drawing LOL
- reorganise shelves
- do kumon
- practise piano
- study for french, english and science
T__T too busy... not much drama in my life lately apart from realising i have so much to do >.< I don't want business drama, I want interesting drama ... there's nothing to blog about if the only thing happening in my life is me being busy lol.
anyway comment plz. cyu bloggers~
06 May 2008
2 days of school and already bored.
Poser photos bernie style with funky effects =) nike tick~~ (do u see the squirrel i drew (: isn't it pretty? even though half the head is chopped off.)
omfg so I had badminton after school today and I friggin left my school shoes in the changing room because I'm a forgetful idiot. So I need to go and get them back asap tomorrow and I have to wear my pe shoes to school i guess lol... why am I so stupid? My mum said that noone would want to steal my shoes cuz they're old and dirty, and I never polish them. AND she said that they were too small for anyone else anyway. ==; sad but true...
So after 2 days of school of term 2 I'm already waiting on the holidays to roll by. 8 weeks and 2 days to go! Can't believe I have 6 exams in week 4 when laina has 4. ==; And all the other ppl who take business/tech have 5... But well, if in the end of year exams they get tested on the whole years work...
...
laina's screwed. ^^
but knowing laina she'll cram study 10 mins before exam and come out with all excellences... cramming genius?
You know those social studies essays we had before school ended last term? Well, I got excellence and teacher said that too many people failed so we all had to redo the essay. And she said that people who got excellence had to write about the other subject. WTF? I got excellence and I'm being 'rewarded' with another essay... >>; piss me off.
My brain is still in holiday mode. I couldn't even work out the month this morning. At first I thought it was March but then I became convinced that it was August. omfg what's wrong with me...
Hahaha I went to dinner at chinese restaurant a couple of days ago and there were these 2 lil beijing kids (can tell by their accent) running around the place like a pair of mini rodgers on crack. With spiderman action figures... so disrupting for the rest of the diners. My mum was like, "Neither you or your brother used to be like that. You were both so obedient. And you'd never cry when we go shopping or ask for anything either... ah what lucky parents we are. :)" If I ever have kids, I'd want my kids to be like that... Man, those 2 kids knocked into a waitress and nearly caused her to spill the dish she was carrying. But she was a pro/skilled waitress so she saved it. The rest of the customers were all complaining about them and how loud they were ==; such naughty kids... my mum was like,"look, the adults are loud too. kids just learn from their parents..." (adults were having loud conversation from other side of the room and we could hear what they were talking about..)
Don't you think that kids these days are so much more carefree...? Looks like life is just getting easier and easier over time for kids. (comparing grandparents, parents, myself and the kids in the restaurant..)
Oh yeah, and bernie, I see what you mean when you say kids at badminton are stuck up... I don't like playing doubles anymore because for some reason I always get paired with someone better and they always blame we when we lose >>; And then they're all moody about it for ages... man, just a game... Up to now I think there's only been like 2 people I've played doubles with that haven't been like that...
lol and someone was like,"I may not have any friends at school, but I have heaps of badminton friends!!!" Sigh... one group of friends can't replace others.
Ok end of mini-rant. This was only supposed to be a short update lol XD too late I guess.
cyu bloggers~
omfg so I had badminton after school today and I friggin left my school shoes in the changing room because I'm a forgetful idiot. So I need to go and get them back asap tomorrow and I have to wear my pe shoes to school i guess lol... why am I so stupid? My mum said that noone would want to steal my shoes cuz they're old and dirty, and I never polish them. AND she said that they were too small for anyone else anyway. ==; sad but true...
So after 2 days of school of term 2 I'm already waiting on the holidays to roll by. 8 weeks and 2 days to go! Can't believe I have 6 exams in week 4 when laina has 4. ==; And all the other ppl who take business/tech have 5... But well, if in the end of year exams they get tested on the whole years work...
...
laina's screwed. ^^
but knowing laina she'll cram study 10 mins before exam and come out with all excellences... cramming genius?
You know those social studies essays we had before school ended last term? Well, I got excellence and teacher said that too many people failed so we all had to redo the essay. And she said that people who got excellence had to write about the other subject. WTF? I got excellence and I'm being 'rewarded' with another essay... >>; piss me off.
My brain is still in holiday mode. I couldn't even work out the month this morning. At first I thought it was March but then I became convinced that it was August. omfg what's wrong with me...
Hahaha I went to dinner at chinese restaurant a couple of days ago and there were these 2 lil beijing kids (can tell by their accent) running around the place like a pair of mini rodgers on crack. With spiderman action figures... so disrupting for the rest of the diners. My mum was like, "Neither you or your brother used to be like that. You were both so obedient. And you'd never cry when we go shopping or ask for anything either... ah what lucky parents we are. :)" If I ever have kids, I'd want my kids to be like that... Man, those 2 kids knocked into a waitress and nearly caused her to spill the dish she was carrying. But she was a pro/skilled waitress so she saved it. The rest of the customers were all complaining about them and how loud they were ==; such naughty kids... my mum was like,"look, the adults are loud too. kids just learn from their parents..." (adults were having loud conversation from other side of the room and we could hear what they were talking about..)
Don't you think that kids these days are so much more carefree...? Looks like life is just getting easier and easier over time for kids. (comparing grandparents, parents, myself and the kids in the restaurant..)
Oh yeah, and bernie, I see what you mean when you say kids at badminton are stuck up... I don't like playing doubles anymore because for some reason I always get paired with someone better and they always blame we when we lose >>; And then they're all moody about it for ages... man, just a game... Up to now I think there's only been like 2 people I've played doubles with that haven't been like that...
lol and someone was like,"I may not have any friends at school, but I have heaps of badminton friends!!!" Sigh... one group of friends can't replace others.
Ok end of mini-rant. This was only supposed to be a short update lol XD too late I guess.
cyu bloggers~
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