DOUJIN OVERLOAD.

posters... bottom left:renji (triggermann)

bottom right: ichigo vs ryuk (jerry)

top right: 'big enough for both of us' (emila) so cutee~~

bookmarks and business cards lool. by tammy, jerry, sherry, steven from nexus vii did the soul eater bookmark and canidae did the awesome penguin on bear bookmark which I now love =D and a print of one of kaze-hime's arts but that's old lol :|

Artbooks... clockwise from top left: in a few words by hiyaku studio, engage by hiyaku studio, anthology by amanda and kaylee, biohazard by claire and Jpac by jerry (aka jpac rofl)

I also got 2 pins of neku (From amanda) and ichigo (from kaylee) but I forgot to take a photo so yeah :) anyway it was super fun ^^ even though I was a customer and I was only there for about 2 hours with rui. I might be selling next year so everyone should come ^^ and since I'm so nice, I'm going to provide everyone with bags to store their goods and provide rubber bands for bigger posters. Do you know why? because today, I had to run around asking all the exhibitors for a plastic bag until I finally got one for free from the nice guy at the manga stand. and then I found that rui's poster was getting crushed cuz it wasn't rolled up, so we walked all the way to westfield and then they said they don't sell rubber bandssssss. So I had to spend 2 bucks on a pack of hairties which I can never use since my hair is short. sigh... it was a good experience to run around anyway ^^ made everything more fun for me lol is that normal?



I felt so sorry for some of the artists who weren't being crowded around though. this was this one poor guy who I looked through the folder of and he was like 'thank you~' with this begging look in his eyes as if to say 'support me~ buy something~ i'm poor~ feel sorry for me~' ):



I spent over 50 dollars today. T_T my poor wallet. I even paid for lunch so that didn't really help... sigh. another incentive to go sell next year so I can use my profits to buy other's arts. or print-swap :D lool as if my art is even worth any money.



so anyway~ ty to all the exhibitors who were nice to me and stuff you to all the exhibitors who were mean to me (no i'm jk all the exhibitors were nice XD) especially to that nice guy that was managing j-pac's stand who gave me a discount because someone ran off with my reserved print? ahahaha he was gonna give me extra change (I paid $10 and he was gonna give me $14 change) but since I'm nice and I don't take advantage of people like that I pointed it out :) aren't I nice guys? that's right don't think I'm mean to people all the time (with the exception of steph of course lolol)



kk that's all to report really haha ^^; til next time, cyu bloggers~

sleepover update zzz

yup so yujie's sleepover was last night and we still got 7 hours of sleep (well, I did.) so not too bad eh. we ended up talking about stupid stuff cuz we never have anything to talk about orz.

ty for the duck (vanilla latte) and the necklace ^^

titanic is a good movie. my heart will go on is a good song. especially when played like this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SxpvDjDOgsQ
D: i hate this person like i hate electric guitar players. I'm listening to it right now and it's making me so depressed and thoughtful because of the godly way in which it's played.. like it's pulling my feelings out of my heart D: ew don't touch my heart plzzzz.

GUH TOO LATE I FEEL ALL HORMONAL NOW.

even if I feel hormonal I can't find a way to express the way I feel... i'm so inadequate. sigh I don't even have anything to be hormonal over, apart from the fact that I'm a teenager. I would be venting out my hormonal feelings on the guy I like normally, but hey guess what I don't like anyone :D woop de doo dah. It feels really strange. And I feel susceptible to start liking some random any minute. Actually it's not that I don't like anyone it's that I like more than one person, and the feelings I have for them are really miniscule and insignificant. Thus can be described as nonexistent. I really wish I had someone tho. just to annoy them, I don't even want a bf, just someone who I feel that strongly about who I can talk to.

god, I'm such a hormonal teenage girl =P

ELECTRIC GUITARS NUMNUMNUM

Good god I hate these guys. -jealousyjealousy-


I wish I could play electric guitar. D: nosrsly man lol piano is such a mainstream instrument (ok I know some piano songs are so beautiful they can make ur ears bleed but that's besides the case). And these guys' skillz make my ears bleed too. not to mention there are only a handful of girls who can play electric guitar (YUI~~~) andI WANNA LEARNNNNN =3= sigh I hate those guys in bands who play electric guitar with godly skills ): and I want their guitar too. except if it's ugly.

so it's friday...
...
not that long til the holidays end already 1/2way thru wtf man laina you wasted all my holiday time by inviting me out ):

I haven't started shading kim's dog
I haven't started sketching lucy's dog
haven't thought of an idea for english speech (cue steph's OMFG I FORGOT here)
haven't started kumon
haven't practised piano... orz no willpower

but

I managed to finish yujie's cat in one day
make a youtube video (something ive always wanted to do lolol)
watched kungfu panda (movie of awesomeness, pun intended)
TIDIED MY DESK OMFG
I levelled my sin to 39 on maplestory ok call me a nerd shut up
mailed present & letter to melody

haha I really need to do a lot of stuff |: oh well.

cyu bloggers, will report on yujie's party on.. tues/wed if i can

I feel so depressed -.-

I cannot take this anymore
I'm saying everything I've said before
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear the less you'll say
But you'll find that out anyway

Just like before...

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break

I find the answers aren't so clear
Wish I could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again

Just like before...

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break, break, break, break, break, break, break...

Shut up when I'm talking to you
Shut up, shut up, shut up
Shut up when I'm talking to you
Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up...

I’m about to break...

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break

One Step Closer-Linkin Park

YOU KNOW WHY IM EMO? WELL YEAH, LOOK AT MY GUY HAIR. NOW YOU KNOW WHY.

Eric, Death and Beautiful People

(: look how sexy eric is now.

Hm not much to say after all this time... our lives are so boring, nothing ever happens (with the exception of yujie really lol and her secretive txting)...

I was in art today and I had this sudden revelation that I'm gonna die one day. And I'll never be able to see the world we have now, and I'll be brain dead. After everything happens... graduation from high school, graduation from uni, entering the adult work force, retirement... nothing after that. I can barely imagine closing my eyes and having no thoughts, and not knowing that I have no thoughts. Death is like a paradox I guess... people say that whatever you believe in, you will get it after death. But after death, if it's only all science and there is no heaven, it won't matter what you believe in because you're.. well, your brain is no longer processing so how can you possibly think? Gosh how morbid. Left me depressed all lesson.

And UGHHHH KIDSSSSS. At badminton:
'I think -name- likes -name2-... -giggle giggle-" Okay this I can understand, since it's so obvious... but then they had the nerve to add
"-name2- is ugly though... well that's what I think. Ew."
What a sad, superficial world we live in. You should not like someone because they are pretty or hot. You should not hate someone because they are 'ugly'. In addition to this, beauty is in the eye of the beholder. Even if the rest of the world thinks you're hideous, but one person sees you as perfect and beautiful, you will always be beautiful to them, no matter what anyone else thinks. What that person said pissed me off because it's so shallow. If you only like someone because you think they're goodlooking, or you only hate someone because you think they're ugly, it's not you liking/hating them at all, it's just you being judgmental and stupid. It's not like we can control what we look like; don't you think everyone would look perfect if we could? If you hate someone because you think they're ugly, then you're basically hating on them for no reason apart from their looks. It's no difference from sexism or racism: the person cannot control that part of themself. IT'S JUST THE WAY THEY ARE. Imagine a scenario: You've found your life partner, you're in love. Would it make a difference if they were the hottest thing on earth or if they were the ugliest? Love is blind; we should not judge others and make decisions about our feelings about them based solely on their appearance. In the same way, it is not fair to laugh at someone or condemn them because of their natural genetic looks. One day some smarter, more educated person will realise this and you will be sorry. It'll be known as something like beautism: Having favour for the beautiful, on the same scale as sexism and racism. In other words, it's bullshit.

Ok rant over I am calm -breathes-
cyu bloggers =.=

the best and worst things

Do you know what the best feeling is? When you're angry, or frustrated, or just hyper and have too much energy, and you go and do something with it. It feels great, endlessly smashing the shuttle over the net and hearing the satisfying crack of the floor colliding with the cork. Or sprinting in a straight line feeling the rhythm of your feet pushing off the solid ground... And then using all that energy so that you're completely numb afterwards. It's the best feeling.

And do you know what the worst feeling is? Getting up the next morning when you have school. I really shouldn't have vented my frustration like that, I was so tired this morning...

So anyway 5/6 of exam results are back
4xE for French
2xE for Science
1xE+ for Art (:
2xE for Social Studies
3xE for Maths

hopefully my english results don't screw me over again. but we won't get them til next week so I have other stuff to worry about until then.

hm yeah well I hope everyone's having fun and stuff. My boring life just doesn't compare.... btw added a jukebox on the side, not sure if it works and it's 2xasian songs and an instrumental.
cya bloggers.

This is my kumon. (And my desk lolol)

Can you see? I finished sorting it (: the one on the left is the I pile and the one on the right is the unfinished J pile. It's all nice and in order. Too bad I'm still not up to date orz.

Kids are funny~~ I went to kumon yesterday and while waiting for my brother to finish this canto dad brought in his like... 4 year old daughter to do english. And the indian helper sat next to her and tried to get to her to read to her, but the little girl refused to do it XD and the dad was like trying to get her to read... "dook bei je je tang la..." etcetc. and she just kept shaking her head... and then like 20 mins later when the supervisor took the indian helper to do something else this south east asian helper stepped in to help the little girl and like.. she just did it. man, racist children XD

exams are next week~! must study hard to achieve the best I possibly can /quotes
mm hopefully I can get all Es but I know that I will probably make stupid mistake and miss it.

I need to make a to do list:
- tidy desk
- tidy wardrobe
- finish mothers day drawing LOL
- reorganise shelves
- do kumon
- practise piano
- study for french, english and science


T__T too busy... not much drama in my life lately apart from realising i have so much to do >.< I don't want business drama, I want interesting drama ... there's nothing to blog about if the only thing happening in my life is me being busy lol.

anyway comment plz. cyu bloggers~

2 days of school and already bored.

Poser photos bernie style with funky effects =) nike tick~~ (do u see the squirrel i drew (: isn't it pretty? even though half the head is chopped off.)

omfg so I had badminton after school today and I friggin left my school shoes in the changing room because I'm a forgetful idiot. So I need to go and get them back asap tomorrow and I have to wear my pe shoes to school i guess lol... why am I so stupid? My mum said that noone would want to steal my shoes cuz they're old and dirty, and I never polish them. AND she said that they were too small for anyone else anyway. ==; sad but true...

So after 2 days of school of term 2 I'm already waiting on the holidays to roll by. 8 weeks and 2 days to go! Can't believe I have 6 exams in week 4 when laina has 4. ==; And all the other ppl who take business/tech have 5... But well, if in the end of year exams they get tested on the whole years work...
...
laina's screwed. ^^

but knowing laina she'll cram study 10 mins before exam and come out with all excellences... cramming genius?

You know those social studies essays we had before school ended last term? Well, I got excellence and teacher said that too many people failed so we all had to redo the essay. And she said that people who got excellence had to write about the other subject. WTF? I got excellence and I'm being 'rewarded' with another essay... >>; piss me off.


My brain is still in holiday mode. I couldn't even work out the month this morning. At first I thought it was March but then I became convinced that it was August. omfg what's wrong with me...

Hahaha I went to dinner at chinese restaurant a couple of days ago and there were these 2 lil beijing kids (can tell by their accent) running around the place like a pair of mini rodgers on crack. With spiderman action figures... so disrupting for the rest of the diners. My mum was like, "Neither you or your brother used to be like that. You were both so obedient. And you'd never cry when we go shopping or ask for anything either... ah what lucky parents we are. :)" If I ever have kids, I'd want my kids to be like that... Man, those 2 kids knocked into a waitress and nearly caused her to spill the dish she was carrying. But she was a pro/skilled waitress so she saved it. The rest of the customers were all complaining about them and how loud they were ==; such naughty kids... my mum was like,"look, the adults are loud too. kids just learn from their parents..." (adults were having loud conversation from other side of the room and we could hear what they were talking about..)

Don't you think that kids these days are so much more carefree...? Looks like life is just getting easier and easier over time for kids. (comparing grandparents, parents, myself and the kids in the restaurant..)

Oh yeah, and bernie, I see what you mean when you say kids at badminton are stuck up... I don't like playing doubles anymore because for some reason I always get paired with someone better and they always blame we when we lose >>; And then they're all moody about it for ages... man, just a game... Up to now I think there's only been like 2 people I've played doubles with that haven't been like that...

lol and someone was like,"I may not have any friends at school, but I have heaps of badminton friends!!!" Sigh... one group of friends can't replace others.

Ok end of mini-rant. This was only supposed to be a short update lol XD too late I guess.
cyu bloggers~

beautiful piano playing & more

yiruma makes me cry a little on the inside ): I love his compositions. why are koreans all so good at piano -jealousy-

mm today I'm going city with lucy and some of her friends to the china supporting thingie? I have no idea what's going on since I don't watch the news (I know I should, but it's on during dinner time and dad doesn't let us watch tv while we're eating, not to mention tv's in the other room).

I'm so lazy. I'm sleeping for like 9 hours every night again. I need to pull myself back together and get back to 8 so I can get up when school starts.

It's 9am right now =3= it's raining outside. mannnnn... gonna have to wait for the bus in the rain? unless my parents agree to drop me off (unlikely). At least I got paid yesterday for vacuuming the hugeass thing you call my house. I need to stop spending money and save some so I don't become absolutely broke. Must have at least $300 before I start spending again ==;

Mum said she can hook me up with a part time job at fruit world when I turn 15. Dunno how I feel about that... I mean I hate fruit after all. Being around them all day might make me delirious. But well it's better than nothing. Hopefully when I get to like y12 or something I can do tutoring. Better pay & less work lol. But who would come to me for tutoring rofl -useless at teaching- can't believe I used to want to be a teacher when I grow up.

More people need to start blogging sigh. Right now only us retarts. Let's make laina and them start blogging too. ...I don't think that will be successful. Laina's blogs will probably be all in chatspeak which steph can't read, and yuj will be too busy playing maplestory to update.

I've decided to like try and type out every blog entry I write into chinese. Except like... not this one, because it's too long and my chinese is too noob.. I feel bad whenever I'm at my friends' houses and they can speak chinese and all I can say is 'hi' etc to their parents. I can't even answer all of their questions properly. Like the only person who I've had not that much trouble with was Kelly's mum cuz she doesn't ask many questions and she speaks cantonese. Someone come talk to me on msn in chinese to force me to improve please!

anyway, I don't care if you 'leave a comment' for this blog on msn or not (steph) but I want you guys to comment on the actual blog too to make me seem like less of a loner plz lol. ahh... time for breakfast.

o yeah dresses:

I like the white one more ^^

my life is so boring ):

Nothing's happening in my life as usual. I feel like time just goes by without me having time to do anything, but in reality it's more like time just goes by without me because I have nothing to do.

Anyway happy birthday to Steph and Bernie who are now both 14 ^^ I feel so fsking old.

I need to improve my chinese

I need to get better at badminton

I need to do my kumon D<

Oh steph just logged into msn. what a coincidence =P
im just gonna c+p my dream from the convo cuz im lazy

winnae;; says:
i remember it started when someone rang the doorbell and my grandma went to open it
winnae;; says:
and the doctor was like to my grandpa 'everythings fine u can go off medication'
winnae;; says:
and then i had a flashback in my dream talking about this tyrant doctor who told everyone they were fine when actually they were dying and refused to give them medication
winnae;; says:
then my grandpa started to bleed into his brain or sth and died
winnae;; says:
and then for some reason everyone i know was together lol
winnae;; says:
and we were like stuck in this prison thing
winnae;; says:
and we tried to run away
winnae;; says:
but ppl started shooting at us
[ Steph ] says:
O_O
[ Steph ] says:
Damn woman.
winnae;; says:
and my stupid 'logic' told me to run straight at the guns
winnae;; says:
so i did
winnae;; says:
brb
[ Steph ] says:
ROFL
[ Steph ] says:
Okai
winnae;; says:
back
winnae;; says:
ok so i ran towards the guns
winnae;; says:
and like
winnae;; says:
they kept missing me
winnae;; says:
and i couldnt believe it i was like wtf
winnae;; says:
and then like
winnae;; says:
these 3 kids
winnae;; says:
started to throw grenades the size of bean seeds at me
winnae;; says:
but they missed me too
winnae;; says:
and then for some reason i ran into the library of my primary school
winnae;; says:
and there was lke a secret room
winnae;; says:
and i sat down in there
winnae;; says:
and there was like a teacher lecturing us about the 'war which happened here 3 years ago'
[ Steph ] says:
....
winnae;; says:
and i was like wtf
winnae;; says:
and then apparently a deceased friend of mine who died in the war
[ Steph ] says:
Dude your dream is pretty damn screwed up.
winnae;; says:
was sitting next to me
winnae;; says:
lol
[ Steph ] says:
LOL
[ Steph ] says:
WAS IT ME 8D
winnae;; says:
nah
winnae;; says:
it was someone else
winnae;; says:
and like
winnae;; says:
we had name tags
winnae;; says:
with our birth and death dates
winnae;; says:
oh it hasnt ended yet btw
winnae;; says:
and then
winnae;; says:
i fell asleep in class or something
winnae;; says:
and then i woke up
winnae;; says:
in a classroom
winnae;; says:
on the 3rd story of some building
winnae;; says:
and i looked outside
winnae;; says:
and there was like a newspaper on a table all the way down there
winnae;; says:
and for some reason i could read it
winnae;; says:
and apparently helen clark had died
[ Steph ] says:
O_O
winnae;; says:
after being shot in the brain
winnae;; says:
lol
winnae;; says:
yeah
[ Steph ] says:
Damn straight.
winnae;; says:
and then i went down there
winnae;; says:
and there were ppl i knew down there too
winnae;; says:
and then i forgot what happened next
[ Steph ] says:
.....
winnae;; says:
.. yeah
[ Steph ] says:
DOOD. Your mind is screwed up.
winnae;; says:
its the most interesting dream ive had for a while
[ Steph ] says:
Is like... War of the Worlds - Winnie stylez.
winnae;; says:
i woke up at like 9.30 today, that dream was so fsking long
[ Steph ] says:
Lol
[ Steph ] says:
Fsking?
[ Steph ] says:
Very nice.
winnae;; says:
omfg u kow whats scary
winnae;; says:
when i woke up
winnae;; says:
the doorbell rang
winnae;; says:
i was like OMFG
[ Steph ] says:
LOLLL
[ Steph ] says:
Well obviously you have some issues to deal with xD
[ Steph ] says:
Heh I read an article about how dreams/nightmares are meant to be our brain's way of training us to cope in emergency scenarios
winnae;; says:
LOL
winnae;; says:
hahahahaha
[ Steph ] says:
... so....
winnae;; says:
i learnt to dodge bullets
winnae;; says:
=)
[ Steph ] says:
You know.... when theres a war next time... RUN TOWARDS THE GUNS
winnae;; says:
lol
[ Steph ] says:
Fricking idiot lol
winnae;; says:
no cuz
[ Steph ] says:
WTF would run TOWARDS the bullets
winnae;; says:
everyone was backing away from the exits
winnae;; says:
but i sensed that ppl were gonna shoot from 2nd story
[ Steph ] says:
Oh looky here Mommy! Weapons that could kill me in one shot! Let's go give em a hug!
winnae;; says:
so i ran towards the exits under the balcony
winnae;; says:
but there were soldiers there all of a sudden
[ Steph ] says:
Damn woman.
winnae;; says:
see i think logically in my dreams
[ Steph ] says:
Lollls
[ Steph ] says:
Dude why are you hiding offline?
winnae;; says:
and like i was 1/2way there when the soldiers popped up
winnae;; says:
cuz i can
winnae;; says:
lol
winnae;; says:
so i couldnt back away ):

ok i can't be bothered, probably noone will read that because it's so hard to read but for I really don't give a stuff right now.

cya bloggers, short pointless entry right here.

bf/gf meme

I found this on dA.. and I thought it was finally time to come clean to you people. (:


MEME START~~~

Must do it only if you currently have a gf/bf. Be honest. No secrets.


1. Are you going out with anyone?
Yes I am... but bernie and steph, it's not X. =D


2. How long have you been going out with that person?
Not very long, about a month now.


3. How did you two end up together?
Hm I was interested in him for a bit but this was another guy I liked more. But, I wasn't allowed to go out with that guy and this one just happened to come by and give me an opportunity to be with him. I like him more now <3

4. Have you ever gone out with anyone else in your life before that person?
Yeah... but he wasn't very good. He was fun to be with but he got on my nerves a lot and looks didn't really appeal to me.

5. And the one you've had the longest relationship with?
The first~ since I've only been with my current one for a month haha.

6. What colour best describes your lover?
Black =P He's hot like that.

7. Any interesting memories?
When we first met... he had a skinned elbow. I remember thinking about why he didn't put a bandage on it, until I just kind of gave up and began to think that he just didn't mind having a skinned elbow. Then I found out that it wasn't his fault lol. I wished I could help him more so he would stop getting himself hurt ==;

8. Do you feel like cheating at all?
Not at all ^^ I'm completely dedicated to my bf~ <3

9. Anything you want to say to your current lover?
He's verrryyyyy quiet... sometimes he's trying to talk to me and I don't pay attention because I can't hear him ): he gets mad at me for that haha.
























































If you didn't realise, the point of this meme was to talk about your mobile phone. (:
HAHA you guys didn't seriously think I was going out with someone right XD

LOL

dare I even ask why this guy knows all the words of 'A Whole New World' off by heart? I think he was on drugs ):

I have nothing to say. except...

:3 Thank you bernie~~~~ it's so cute =3= I love it a lot. hehe. -puts on finger-

and yes, this was a completely pointless blog entry. I had to update because it looked like I had been murdered or something ): never had a one month gap between blog entries before.
(apart from lj, but that doesnt count)

youtube videos

ok, for the purposes of this entry, I will type out what kevjumba said in his most recent video (because I know steph can't have swearing/sexual humour in her living room, and this is SO TRUE =D)

Question: What kind of grade do you get in high school?
Answer: Nope, I am definitely not a straight A student. See, this is how it works. Amongst everyone, my grades are above average. But amongst asian people, my grades are below average.
When you're not asian, lets say you're white, A means AWESOME. A means you did great. B still means you're doing pretty good, it means you're doing better than many other students. C means you're slipping a little bit but you're still doing ok. D means you're not doing too good which pretty much means you're below average. And then an F, sometimes you'll get an F, and that just means you failed.
When you're asian, it's a lot different. An A, an A doesn't stand for awesome anymore, it stands for Average. B stands for Bad. Cuz when you make a B, you're already below average. All the other asians are making As. C stands for Crap. It means you're doing terrible, your parents are probably gonna lecture you, they're gonna yell at you, they're probably gonna spank you a few times... D stands for Death. Uh, your parents are probably gonna threaten to kill you. And then an F stands for F***ed, cuz you know what, your parents are probably gonna abandon you, they might try to send you to boarding school... terrible things happen.
Me, I'm below average for an asian, I make As, mostly Bs, and sometimes Cs, so my parents hate me and they call me a failure at life. -sigh-

lol ahhh i wanted to share this. oh and this: it's retarded but still funny (maybe I just have a strange sense of humour)



Aight, have fun everyone, til next update i guess XD

bernie's blog

Ok so I was bored and I saw bernie's blog so i decided to do it too ^^


1. Is it difficult for you to look into someone's eyes when you are talking to them?
Hahahaahahaha yes it is for me. It makes me laugh. XD and I forget what I was going to say. Sometimes when I feel like staring then yeah I guess I can do it. And quite frankly, if it's a guy I like then it's hard for me to look at their eyes even if I'm not talking to them ==

2. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You get enough time to make ONE phone call. Who would you call?
If I have time to make a phone call I'd get the fire extinguisher.

3. You have to choose between your significant other and your best friend, who do you choose?
If they were my significant other, they'd have to be one of my best friends anyway, right? well at this point in time, since I don't have a significant other, I'd choose best friend.


4.You are at the doctor's office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live, what do you do?
(A) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die?
Of course not ==; why would I tell everyone I was going to die, that would just kill the mood.

(B) What do you do with your remaining days?
Everything I wanted to do before I die. I'd go around hugging people I meant to hug, travel around the world, bully the guy i like into going on a date etc.

(C) Would you be afraid?
Afraid? I wouldn't be afraid, I might be depressed, but not afraid.

5. You can have one of the following two things: trust or love?
Love without trust isn't love. Trust without love can exist, so I choose trust.


6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if your late one more time your fired. what do you do?
This depends what time it is and how early I left for work. If I could spare a few mins I'd go and help it, but if I didn't then I'd call out for someone else to help it.

7. If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?
Everywhere~

8. Think of the last person who you really knew that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give one year of your life. Would you do it?
I don't know anyone who died...

9. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
I piss myself off so much sometimes lol.

10. Does love=sex?
sex should = love, but love does not necessarily = sex.

11. One of your best friends dies, what would you do?
Hm... I'd be angry for a few days/weeks, then sad, then kind of learn to get over it, maybe try to take up something weird like spirit medium training and try to talk to them in the death, but then I'd end up thinking I imagined it. I'd probably dream about them every night though.

12. When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt?
The last time someone asked me 'how are you'. If you mean honestly as in spilling every emotion out in a philosophical way, I guess it would have been sometime in the holidays.

13. What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you hate them?
Of course telling someone you love them is harder. It's that fear of rejection, and if you hate a person, there's a good chance they hate you too.

14. What do you think would be the worst thing for you to give up on?
Um life.

15. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you love them?
When Yujie/Laina was like 'I love you winnie' so i was like 'i love you too =D'

16. If you had to go back in time and change one thing, what would it be?
There's nothing really I regret at this time. So if I HAD to, I'd probably do something like sign up for debating, cuz i feel so left out since SO many people are doing it this year @_@

17. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear a noise. What do you do?
Stop imagining and go to sleep.

18. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying?
I wouldn't know if they were dying lol ._. but yeah I probably would. then again i actually don't know how to do cpr so er....

19. Are you old-fashioned?
haha am I?

20. Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a heartbreak or to never have love?
True love with a guarantee of heartbreak. It's good to at least have the memories. Wouldn't you be curious if you never have love lol?

Bernie ask ur mum and tell me when u have lol D:

lul my mum is a rebel

My mum is a nerdy rebel. XD okay so tonight was the st kents ib discussion/talk thing at their school and my mum was like 'lets go winnie :D' so i had to pretend that i knew exactly where we were going & who the people who said hi were. yup. hello there, man in a suit who I've never seen before but I'm supposed to know is a history teacher.

Yes, I seriously went with her. The talk was informative thx for asking, but HOLY HELL THEIR CHAPEL IS HUGE COMPARED TO OURS. and they have this awesome stained glass school emblem at the very front of the chapel. (isn't it sad that I was focusing more on the chapel than the talk lol)

Apparently St Kents' library is tiny. it's like one floor & the size of our junior library. I found that strange, seeing as how HUGELY GIGANTORMUNGOUS their school is.

the views are nice ^^

I was scared shitless that someone might recognize me & realise i didn't go to their school but it was mostly y11s there so none of them knew who I was haha...

my mum asked 'if anyone asks what your name is what will you say?' and I was like... "I'll say that I have a cousin who comes here and you're my auntie and you brought me because I wanted to learn about IB but my cousin had homework to do so he didn't come, and I don't know what to do if they ask who my cousin is"... and she was like 'lets just say his name is patrick. :)" look how much of a nerdy rebel my mum is. sheesh.

I have nothing else to say lul. my life is incredibly boring right now ): I have sh.loads of homework & OH MAN I DIDN'T DO MY KUMON AGAIN TODAY
OMFG
WHAT IS WRONG WITH MY SELF-CONTROL?!!?