arithmancy anyone? &an update

3 comments

Read this first

here's the calculator if you're lazy: link
and the results page: link

my results were, general personality,

1 - This is the number of the individual, the solitary unit. Ones are independent, focused, and determined. They set a goal and stick to it. They are leaders and inventors. Ones find it difficult to work with others and don't like to take orders. They can be self-centered, egotistical, and domineering. They are often loners.

my 'heart personality' ie. what I'm like alone

8 - Eight indicates the possibility of great success in business, finance, and politics. Eights are practical, ambitious, committed, and hard working. They can also be jealous, greedy, domineering, and power-hungry. Eight is said to be the most unpredictable of numbers and can indicate the pinnacle of success or the depths of failure; the potential to go either way is present from the beginning.

and my 'social personality' ie. what I'm like to others

2 - Two represents interaction, two-way communication, cooperation, and balance. Twos are imaginative, creative, and sweet natured. Peace, harmony, commitment, loyalty, and fairness are characteristic. But two also introduces the idea of conflict, opposing forces, and the contrasting sides of things: night and day, good and evil. Twos can be withdrawn, moody, self-conscious and indecisive.


it's.. interesting haha. try it. :)

since everyone else's blog entries seem to mention A&D somewhere, I guess I'll just bandwagon. Well, I was expecting it to be better. It was still good, but I guess my expectations were a bit high. after all the book is a hard act to follow up. poor vicky was shielding her face from the corpse of the first cardinal. the music was so epic though, made everything so much tenser... surprisingly it was only rated M for all those violent scenes... i demand that other movies be brought down also so that I can watch them. D<>>

well other than that life is back to how it was. exams are over, etc etc. worst set of exams so far... and they came and went so fast. didn't even see them coming.

also I'm having a few issues with myself right now. so sorry if I seem like I'm acting strange (eg that other day at art steph lol) I have no idea who I am or how I should act anymore, or if the things I do are for myself or for others, and which they should be for. I don't even know what I want anymore or if it's better that I do something that's going to be better for me than something that I want. I finished 1/2 a tub of ice cream to take my mind off this and it's not getting better. I'm trying to stop thinking about it though. hopefully it will work itself out.

well, once again I find myself bored and unproductive with nothing to do even though there is PLENTY to do. oh well, might as well let the tradition continue.

and thus I leave you with a rhyme

Johnny is a chemist's son
But Johnny is no more
What Johnny thought was H20
Was H2SO4
- Tourniquet

sedation and local injections...

2 comments


wooo my tooth is so ugly. got my 4 teeth extracted today, 2 premolars up top and 2 wisdom teeth down the bottom. unfortunately it was too hard to get them out so they just cut my wisdom teeth ): so I only got to keep 2 whole teeth.


the nurse was sarah batkin's mum. she said that sedation would make me feel drunk and i could still feel the operation (if they didn't give me enough local injection i was meant to tell them) and hear them talking and stuff. WELL, she lied. as soon as I felt that sharp stab and she told me not to look at what the surgeon was doing i felt woozy and like, fell asleep or something. I have no recollection of it at all. T_T I only really vaguely remember getting told to stand up and being helped over to the other chair where they gave me a blanket and I napped (cuz well, I dunno, I have no idea what was going on at the time due to drugs.) I brought evermore 'dreams' album to play as bg music. (: unfortunately I was so knocked out that I only got to listen to it when she was explaining the procedure to me, and even then I had to concentrate more on what she was saying.

I think I've already torn some of my stitches ): and I can see the hole where my wisdom teeth were. siiigh... and grandma insists on no solid food for 2 days at least so I think I'm getting congee for lunch tomorrow. hopefully it doesn't spill in my bag...

must.. study..

tagged.

3 comments



yeah, newest youtube video, I got bored. and lol, I spelt lacrosse wrong.

THIS IS HOW I PROCRASTINATE. HEAR ME ROAR.

EDIT: almost forgot the questions hahaha

Voice posts are fun, right? You get to hear funny accents if your friends are from far, far away. All we really want is to hear your voice, we don't care what you're saying. So here's a list of typical meme questions that would otherwise be boring, but when communicated aloud - well, it's entertaining. Answer these questions in your post, and encourage others with voice-posting abilities to do the same.


1) What's your name?
2) How old are you?
3) Where are you from? Are you living there right now?
4) Is it cold where you are?
5) What's the time?
6) What are you wearing?
7) What was the last thing you listened to?
8) What was the last thing you ate?
9) What was the last thing you watched on tv?
10) What's your favorite tv show? Why?
11) Quick! Find a book, or something with text on it! Flip to a random page and read some of it! GO!
12) What was the last movie you saw? How was it?
13) Do YOU think you have an accent? Talk about that.

problems and other junk

5 comments

=/ is anyone else having a problem with commenting on other peoples blogs? it says "please choose a profile" but in the profil drop down list there is nothing. also when I try to check my email my inbox doesn't let me read my emails, I have to go to the main page and click the emails to view them, which only works for the top 3 emails at my list. I think my computer has a java coding problem. also my taskbar won't autohide. T_T I'm gonna do a full virus scan. even then I don't know if it'll turn up, what if its some super leet virus that hasn't been detected yet... or my computer just randomly mutated D:

I love salsa corn chips. I can feel the fat forming already, but OHH IT TASTES SO GOOD.

I should really start studying for exams. but I don't want to. =.= actually I don't even know how. UGHFKSD. -sucks at studying- maybe the first step is to tidy my desk, lol. D: and maybe my couch as well. oh man my room looks like a pigsty D:

also should be getting going on doujin.. I keep getting these dreams where it's the day and I realise I haven't got anything to sell because I haven't FINISHED anything orz

here are some things I learnt this week:
a. when you cut a worm in half it DOESN'T turn into 2 worms.
b. i should never play lacrosse.
c. doctors do not know anything. I taught a doctor something~
d. mrs l's office can fit at least 15 people in it. still wasn't crammed though, we need to try harder.
e. my hair has grown.
f. i am really, really good at procrastinating. or at least, being oblivious to exams.

parents have a wedding to attend today. they showed me the invite, it was extremely shiny and looked so expensive. I guess people like to splurge on things like wedding invitations even though they're not that important. "but its an important day" I suppose... but hey, shouldn't we try to make all our days important? (:

doujinexamsdoujinexamsdoujinexamsdoujinexamsdoujinexams.
D:
-goes to read manga-

bored

7 comments

Yes or No,
Only two rules-- and you MUST follow them:
1. You can only say Yes or No.
2. You aren't allowed to explain anything unless they message you,

1. Taken a picture fully naked?
No
2. Painted your room?
No
3. Made out with a member of the same sex?
No
4. Drove a car?
Yes
5. Danced in front of your mirror?
Yes
6. Have a crush?
No
7. Been dumped?
No
8. Stolen money from a friend?
Yes
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met?
Yes
10. Been in a fist fight?
No
11. Snuck out of your house?
No
12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?
Yes
13. Been arrested?
No
14. Made Out With A Stranger?
No
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere?
Yes
16. Left your house without telling your parents?
Yes
17. Had a crush on your neighbour?
No
18. Ditched school to do something more fun?
No
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the opposite sex?
Yes
20. Seen someone die?
Yes
21. Been on a plane?
Yes
22. Kissed a picture?
Yes
23. Slept in until 3?
No
24. Love someone or miss someone right now?
Yes
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by?
Yes
26. Made a snow angel?
No
27. Played dress up?
Yes
28. Cheated while playing a game?
Yes
29. Been lonely?
Yes
30. Fallen asleep at work/school?
Yes
31. Yelled at a friend?
Yes
32. Felt an earthquake?
No
33. Touched a snake?
Yes
34. Ran a red light?
No
35. Been suspended from school?
No
36. Had detention?
No
37. Been in a car accident?
Yes
38. Hated the way you look?
Yes
39. Witnessed a crime?
Yes
40. Pole danced?
No
41. Been lost?
Yes
42. Been to the opposite side of the country?
Yes
43. Felt like dying?
Yes
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?
Yes
48. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
No
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
No
50. Kissed in the rain?
No
51. Sang in the shower?
Yes
52. Made love in a park?
No
53. Had a dream that you married someone?
Yes
54. Glued your hand to something?
Yes
55. Got your tongue stuck to a pole?
No
56. Ever gone to school partially naked?
No
57. Been a cheerleader?
No
58. Sat on a roof top?
No
59. Didn't take a shower for a week?
No
60. Too scared to watch scary movies alone?
No
61. Played chicken?
No
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
No
63. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger?
Yes
65. Been easily amused?
Yes
67. Mooned/flashed someone?
No
68. Cheated on a test?
Yes
69. Forgotten someone's name?
Yes
70. Slept naked?
Yes
71. Gone skinny dipping?
No
73. Blacked out from drinking?
No
74. Played a prank on someone?
Yes
75. Gone to a late night movie?
Yes
76. Made love to anything not human?
No
77. Failed a class?
Yes
78. Choked on something ur not supposed to eat?
Yes
79. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours?
No
80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend?
No
82. Thrown strange objects?
Yes
83. Felt like killing someone?
Yes
84. Felt like running away?
Yes
85. Have you ever ran away?
No
89. Made a parent cry?
Yes
90. Cried over someone?
Yes
91. Had sex more than 3 times in one day?
No
92. Dated someone more than once?
No
93. Had/Have a dog?
No
95. Own an instrument?
Yes
96. Been in a band?
No
97. Drank 25 sodas in a day?
No
98. Broken a CD?
Yes
99. Shot a gun?
Yes
100. Had feelings for one of your best/good friends?
Yes

THE END.

I'm getting into dance music D:

new layout

2 comments

so yeah, finally got around to making a new layout (the other one was too... bare for me =/) let me know if you like it/ dislike it etc (:

today was amazingly uneventful and all in all a massive waste of time, but not really. lol, in the morning I got woken up by people txting (amazingly I managed to sleep through 4 before a 5th one woke me), and then I mucked around for a bit and had supposedly expired milk + cereal for breakfast (Although, it hadn't curdled yet so I guess I'll be fine). messed around on piano for a while (what I've done is really hard on the hands =.= so many octaves) and then I sat down and learnt some words for chinese... then I went to lunch, and to chinese... there were 5 girls and 1 guy today haha. I scabbed some money off harold so I could buy chocolate from joy. must remember to pay him back on tuesday. passed chocolate around, including to joy hahaha. man I completely forgot I still had chocolate ): -gets it out and starts eating it- ...even though I've already brushed my teeth. greeeat...

meh, after chinese was rather uneventful, although my parents went to get some bbq pork and then we drove around to the university campus where we sat and talked for like an hour while eating bbq pork hahaah. I was thirsty but my dad didn't bring any liquid except beer =.= he offered it but I hate beer lol... we talked mostly about life and education lol. my dad reckons I'd do good at philosphy, LOL. and my mum says I'd be good at law cuz of my logicalness... but yeah my parents are pretty good, they don't force me into stuff, just give me little advices and push here and there to make sure I don't fail at life. I agree with them on most things, although my nature makes me want to disagree, but I can't because I actually do agree in reality. (lost you yet?)

then when it stopped raining me and my mum went to check out the university library. never seen so many non fiction books in my life... I didn't even know they archived magazines =/ but they're awesome. omg I could go and read every listener magazine from like 1990 in its untouched glossy printed form. yes, I find pleasure in the strangest things.

so yeah, after that we just picked up my brother and came home. then we had dinner. and I wasted more time on the computer. end of day. =D

past week has been the same really, quite uneventful. =.=

oh yeah my exam timetable is like this:
fri: chem, eng
mon: maths, pe
tues: -, sci investigation
wed: day off
thurs: -, art
fri: french, YAAAY LONG WEEKEND

better remember it. D: mostly I have to study for chem and maths. and probably get a lot of quotes and bs my way through english as usual T_T first day = 2 writing exams, man... well, it's good to get them out of the way I suppose but my poor wrist...

getting my teeth extracted next next tuesday woohooooooo D:

school has RESTARTED.

4 comments

little pukeko, big pukeko. (: click for larger size. (and when I say large, i mean HUGE. click at your own risk)

not very clear but w/e... the whole day today I was just doing the legs hahaha, despite what he said about them having supposed to be done before lunch... speaking of which, I choked on my burger at BK today ): it was very unpleasant and I was coughing for the rest of the day. I think I have chicken in my lungs.

nothing of particular note has occurred recently. oh, yujie came back today... I never did get around to spam her txt inbox did I =/ o well. apparently she saw a tshirt that said "WEENIE" on it, haha >> I want to see her new haircut. in less than 24 hours C: yeey

I find that laina updates her blog a lot. her blog is light colour on black background. for some reason it makes me not want to read it >> normally I just skim over her entries lol @__@ cuz she uses a lot of enters and so it appears to be very long as well. I'm not sure why light colour on dark background makes me want to read it less though.

since everyone else seems to be talking about piggy flu I suppose I will too? =/ hard to tell atm really. we'll have to see. but eh I'm not gonna worry about it til people start dying and it's been confirmed I'm screwed.. in which case it's unavoidable anyway. not much I can do right now.

oh yeah, we had that gate thing on friday. it provoked much thoughtfulness and brain frying. unfortunately I have forgotten the bulk of everything that was mentioned, but that's ALL GOOD because kim took notes <3 will nab them at some point. maybe.

don't you ever feel like your body is just some person your mind has control over sometimes? =/ I felt that today. like, my thoughts and my body seems disconnected. while I was cutting today for the sculpture this electric pulse-like sensation shot up my arm. it felt weirddd. ughh. and sometimes when I see myself in the mirror, I don't think of it as me. Just another person in this world who I happen to control... man, sometimes I feel like I'm going mad. predominantly everything about me is centred around my mind, I don't really pay close attention to my body unless it's causing me pain (which one could argue is still in my mind.) sometimes I'll see myself and say 'huh, that doesn't look like me'. it's like I don't even recognise myself? I mean, yourself is the person you're gonna see the least of in this life anyway right... the feeling is just odd to me, when I see myself in the mirror, I can't think of any opinions at all. people say they look pretty today, or ugly today, or w/e but I don't... it's rather worrying. All I see is a person. and then my mind wanders =/

I am a messy person. =.= I guess anyone who has seen my room will know that. (then again none of you have, haha.) but my mum is constantly telling me how I should be more ladylike or w/e and clean my room? but it just seems so trivial to me and not worth bothering about @_@ I mean, since it's me it'll just get messed up again =.= and ALSO, why bother when I have all this other stuff to do D:

and lol what the hell, my cups have been moved to my room =D they're like... rusted now D: awww... my year 8 one still has the ribbons on it haha :D too bad my hair is now too short to make use of them... sigh, where has my intelligence gone... or maybe I am just overstretching myself too much, not happy enough to fulfill my potential? =/ that's not right, what about the overworked chinese students who are superbrains =.= talent + hard work. wish I had the willpower, really.