26 April 2008

beautiful piano playing & more



yiruma makes me cry a little on the inside ): I love his compositions. why are koreans all so good at piano -jealousy-

mm today I'm going city with lucy and some of her friends to the china supporting thingie? I have no idea what's going on since I don't watch the news (I know I should, but it's on during dinner time and dad doesn't let us watch tv while we're eating, not to mention tv's in the other room).

I'm so lazy. I'm sleeping for like 9 hours every night again. I need to pull myself back together and get back to 8 so I can get up when school starts.

It's 9am right now =3= it's raining outside. mannnnn... gonna have to wait for the bus in the rain? unless my parents agree to drop me off (unlikely). At least I got paid yesterday for vacuuming the hugeass thing you call my house. I need to stop spending money and save some so I don't become absolutely broke. Must have at least $300 before I start spending again ==;

Mum said she can hook me up with a part time job at fruit world when I turn 15. Dunno how I feel about that... I mean I hate fruit after all. Being around them all day might make me delirious. But well it's better than nothing. Hopefully when I get to like y12 or something I can do tutoring. Better pay & less work lol. But who would come to me for tutoring rofl -useless at teaching- can't believe I used to want to be a teacher when I grow up.

More people need to start blogging sigh. Right now only us retarts. Let's make laina and them start blogging too. ...I don't think that will be successful. Laina's blogs will probably be all in chatspeak which steph can't read, and yuj will be too busy playing maplestory to update.

I've decided to like try and type out every blog entry I write into chinese. Except like... not this one, because it's too long and my chinese is too noob.. I feel bad whenever I'm at my friends' houses and they can speak chinese and all I can say is 'hi' etc to their parents. I can't even answer all of their questions properly. Like the only person who I've had not that much trouble with was Kelly's mum cuz she doesn't ask many questions and she speaks cantonese. Someone come talk to me on msn in chinese to force me to improve please!

anyway, I don't care if you 'leave a comment' for this blog on msn or not (steph) but I want you guys to comment on the actual blog too to make me seem like less of a loner plz lol. ahh... time for breakfast.

o yeah dresses:

I like the white one more ^^

24 April 2008

my life is so boring ):

Nothing's happening in my life as usual. I feel like time just goes by without me having time to do anything, but in reality it's more like time just goes by without me because I have nothing to do.

Anyway happy birthday to Steph and Bernie who are now both 14 ^^ I feel so fsking old.

I need to improve my chinese

I need to get better at badminton

I need to do my kumon D<

Oh steph just logged into msn. what a coincidence =P
im just gonna c+p my dream from the convo cuz im lazy

winnae;; says:
i remember it started when someone rang the doorbell and my grandma went to open it
winnae;; says:
and the doctor was like to my grandpa 'everythings fine u can go off medication'
winnae;; says:
and then i had a flashback in my dream talking about this tyrant doctor who told everyone they were fine when actually they were dying and refused to give them medication
winnae;; says:
then my grandpa started to bleed into his brain or sth and died
winnae;; says:
and then for some reason everyone i know was together lol
winnae;; says:
and we were like stuck in this prison thing
winnae;; says:
and we tried to run away
winnae;; says:
but ppl started shooting at us
[ Steph ] says:
O_O
[ Steph ] says:
Damn woman.
winnae;; says:
and my stupid 'logic' told me to run straight at the guns
winnae;; says:
so i did
winnae;; says:
brb
[ Steph ] says:
ROFL
[ Steph ] says:
Okai
winnae;; says:
back
winnae;; says:
ok so i ran towards the guns
winnae;; says:
and like
winnae;; says:
they kept missing me
winnae;; says:
and i couldnt believe it i was like wtf
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and then like
winnae;; says:
these 3 kids
winnae;; says:
started to throw grenades the size of bean seeds at me
winnae;; says:
but they missed me too
winnae;; says:
and then for some reason i ran into the library of my primary school
winnae;; says:
and there was lke a secret room
winnae;; says:
and i sat down in there
winnae;; says:
and there was like a teacher lecturing us about the 'war which happened here 3 years ago'
[ Steph ] says:
....
winnae;; says:
and i was like wtf
winnae;; says:
and then apparently a deceased friend of mine who died in the war
[ Steph ] says:
Dude your dream is pretty damn screwed up.
winnae;; says:
was sitting next to me
winnae;; says:
lol
[ Steph ] says:
LOL
[ Steph ] says:
WAS IT ME 8D
winnae;; says:
nah
winnae;; says:
it was someone else
winnae;; says:
and like
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we had name tags
winnae;; says:
with our birth and death dates
winnae;; says:
oh it hasnt ended yet btw
winnae;; says:
and then
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i fell asleep in class or something
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and then i woke up
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in a classroom
winnae;; says:
on the 3rd story of some building
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and i looked outside
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and there was like a newspaper on a table all the way down there
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and for some reason i could read it
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and apparently helen clark had died
[ Steph ] says:
O_O
winnae;; says:
after being shot in the brain
winnae;; says:
lol
winnae;; says:
yeah
[ Steph ] says:
Damn straight.
winnae;; says:
and then i went down there
winnae;; says:
and there were ppl i knew down there too
winnae;; says:
and then i forgot what happened next
[ Steph ] says:
.....
winnae;; says:
.. yeah
[ Steph ] says:
DOOD. Your mind is screwed up.
winnae;; says:
its the most interesting dream ive had for a while
[ Steph ] says:
Is like... War of the Worlds - Winnie stylez.
winnae;; says:
i woke up at like 9.30 today, that dream was so fsking long
[ Steph ] says:
Lol
[ Steph ] says:
Fsking?
[ Steph ] says:
Very nice.
winnae;; says:
omfg u kow whats scary
winnae;; says:
when i woke up
winnae;; says:
the doorbell rang
winnae;; says:
i was like OMFG
[ Steph ] says:
LOLLL
[ Steph ] says:
Well obviously you have some issues to deal with xD
[ Steph ] says:
Heh I read an article about how dreams/nightmares are meant to be our brain's way of training us to cope in emergency scenarios
winnae;; says:
LOL
winnae;; says:
hahahahaha
[ Steph ] says:
... so....
winnae;; says:
i learnt to dodge bullets
winnae;; says:
=)
[ Steph ] says:
You know.... when theres a war next time... RUN TOWARDS THE GUNS
winnae;; says:
lol
[ Steph ] says:
Fricking idiot lol
winnae;; says:
no cuz
[ Steph ] says:
WTF would run TOWARDS the bullets
winnae;; says:
everyone was backing away from the exits
winnae;; says:
but i sensed that ppl were gonna shoot from 2nd story
[ Steph ] says:
Oh looky here Mommy! Weapons that could kill me in one shot! Let's go give em a hug!
winnae;; says:
so i ran towards the exits under the balcony
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but there were soldiers there all of a sudden
[ Steph ] says:
Damn woman.
winnae;; says:
see i think logically in my dreams
[ Steph ] says:
Lollls
[ Steph ] says:
Dude why are you hiding offline?
winnae;; says:
and like i was 1/2way there when the soldiers popped up
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cuz i can
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lol
winnae;; says:
so i couldnt back away ):

ok i can't be bothered, probably noone will read that because it's so hard to read but for I really don't give a stuff right now.

cya bloggers, short pointless entry right here.

15 April 2008

bf/gf meme

I found this on dA.. and I thought it was finally time to come clean to you people. (:


MEME START~~~

Must do it only if you currently have a gf/bf. Be honest. No secrets.


1. Are you going out with anyone?
Yes I am... but bernie and steph, it's not X. =D


2. How long have you been going out with that person?
Not very long, about a month now.


3. How did you two end up together?
Hm I was interested in him for a bit but this was another guy I liked more. But, I wasn't allowed to go out with that guy and this one just happened to come by and give me an opportunity to be with him. I like him more now <3

4. Have you ever gone out with anyone else in your life before that person?
Yeah... but he wasn't very good. He was fun to be with but he got on my nerves a lot and looks didn't really appeal to me.

5. And the one you've had the longest relationship with?
The first~ since I've only been with my current one for a month haha.

6. What colour best describes your lover?
Black =P He's hot like that.

7. Any interesting memories?
When we first met... he had a skinned elbow. I remember thinking about why he didn't put a bandage on it, until I just kind of gave up and began to think that he just didn't mind having a skinned elbow. Then I found out that it wasn't his fault lol. I wished I could help him more so he would stop getting himself hurt ==;

8. Do you feel like cheating at all?
Not at all ^^ I'm completely dedicated to my bf~ <3

9. Anything you want to say to your current lover?
He's verrryyyyy quiet... sometimes he's trying to talk to me and I don't pay attention because I can't hear him ): he gets mad at me for that haha.
























































If you didn't realise, the point of this meme was to talk about your mobile phone. (:
HAHA you guys didn't seriously think I was going out with someone right XD

LOL



dare I even ask why this guy knows all the words of 'A Whole New World' off by heart? I think he was on drugs ):

I have nothing to say. except...

:3 Thank you bernie~~~~ it's so cute =3= I love it a lot. hehe. -puts on finger-

and yes, this was a completely pointless blog entry. I had to update because it looked like I had been murdered or something ): never had a one month gap between blog entries before.
(apart from lj, but that doesnt count)